uber far from zenith: June 2008

One voice. One goal. One song.

5:54 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (2)

Grabe. T.T Nosebleed title ko. Hahaha..

It's a Sunday today. At siyempre.. Nagpunta kami sa church. :> Kakaiba ang approach na ginamit ng pastor sa amin. Kwinento niya saglit yung nangyari kay David at Goliath. Nung dulo, inemphasize niya yung pagkuha ni David ng 5 smooth stones sa river. Bakit daw 5 ang kinuha ni David? Answer: Dahil may 4 pa palang kapatid si Goliath. :)) Ohhh.. Di niyo yun alam no? Pero seryoso yun ahh.. :)) Ang topic pala niya for today, "5 stones that still kill giants". Hahaha.. Well.. I just wanna share what I've learned. :) Is that baaaad? I dunthink so. :>

1. For the giant GUILT, you need a stone that says YOU ARE CLEAN.
Well.. Yeah. I guess you've heard this one before. Well.. Lemme say it again for you. ;) You see.. Satan convinces people to sin and soon afterwards, accuses them of being wrong. Hmm? Dunget me, do you? Hahaha.. Example. Hmm? Most of the time, you hear Satan tell this to you:

"C'mon now.. Give it a tryyy. >:) I know you want to do this. Nobody would know about it if you keep it a secret. I know you've been dreaming of trying this and now's the perfect time!"

And then when you've done doing the wrong thing Satan's gotten you in, Satan'll tell you this:

"You see? You don't deserve to be one of God's children! How dare you call yourself a christian! You're a loser. You cannot amount to anything with that kind of lifestyle. Pathetic life form. You can never bring back what was lost. You have nowhere to go now."

But remember this: Kahit anong sabihin ni Satan at kahit ano pang ginawa mo, nagawa mo at ginagawa mo.. I-confess mo lang yan. Tell God how sorry you are and that you'd TRY YOUR BEST not to do it again.. Then, you're cleansed.

Oohh.. Gawd. My mom's yelling at mee. I have to go. :((

But before I do, I wanna take this op to congratulate Pacquiao for winning AGAIN. :) Dahil sa kaniya ang title ko. :) Hahahaha.. Kakakain lang namin ng lunch sa mall habang nakikinig sa radyo for updates nang marinig naming knockout si Diaz. Hahahaha.. Tuwa kami ehh.. Text kaagad ako sa friends ko.. Este.. Hindi pala friends yung iba.. Basta nakatext ko within the month. Tinext ko silang lahat. Mass message. Kahit globe pa.. (Well.. Nag-ggm naman ako kahit globe ehh.. :>) So.. Ayun nga.. Tinext ko silang lahat na knockout si Diaz sa 9th round. Hahaha.. Ehh pag-uwi namin, nagbukas si kuya nung miniature naming tv... Yun pala.. Ipapalabas palang sa TV. Natakot ako bigla ehh.. Feeling ko spoiler yung tinext ko. Hahahaha.. At spoiler nga! Madaming nagtext back. :))

So anyway.. Masaya ako kasi dahil kay Pacman, nagkakaisa tayong mga pinoy.. Kahit mga magnanakaw o kaya mga druglord, basta laban ni pacman, nakabukas ang tv! Lahat todo suporta. Lahat nag-aabang ng bagong panalo. Lahat nagtitiwala. Pacman for president! Kidding. ^^, Kawawang Gloria. Hahahaha.. Pero at least si Pacman, tumutulong talaga sa mahihirap. Aba! Sa dami naman ng kinikita ehh.. :>

Naisip niyo bang ang yaman yaman na ni Pacman? Hahahaha.. Naisip ko tuloy.. Delikado yung mga anak niya. Paano kapag kinidnap yung kahit isa dun sa mga anak niya tapos ransom na milyones ng dolyar ang kapalit? Hahahayyy.. Wag naman sana.. Pero.. Ewan ko.. Baril lang ang katapat ni Pacman.. Hindi naman niya kayang suntukin yung bala di ba? :)) Hahahahaha..

Pero kahit ano pa man! Proud pa rin ako maging Pinoy! Go Pacman! Oooh.. Btw, maayos na siya mag-english ngayon. ;) Tapos nakipagpicturan pa ang Boston Celtics sa kanya after the match. Oh 'di ba? Sikat ang lolo mo! Hahahaha.. Kidding.

Ciao! Nanay is REAAALLY mad na. :-h

Labels: badtrip, bored, drained, life

ooh.. ecstatic.

7:01 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

I feel free.

I think I'm happy.

Adunno.

I've been partly sulking for the last two weeks... Obvious ba sa mga posts ko? Hihi.. Pero.. Adunno. I feel great right now. As my first sentence reads out, I am free. Or so I think? Hahaha.. Free from the stressful days of boredom waiting for someone to text you up... Free from the sleepless nights because you just can't help but to think about somebody and how that person feels right at that moment... Free from the emoness that engulfed you when you feel that that person doesn't think of you or how you feel and that that person couldn't care less... Hahahayyy.. Stuff like that. Gawd. I feel like a loserrr right now. Hmm.. Imma give that person an alias. :> Imma call that somebody, "L". Hahahaha...

So anyway.. I feel it's about time you get to know this person. Like.. I've been posting about L for almost a month now. :> Some of you might be curious. ;)) Well.. Maybe no one's curious. :)) Tag mee if you wanna know na lang.. Then.. I'll edit this post and write about L. :> Nice deal? Okaaay.. Well.. At least 3 siguro okay na.. :P

Byyye. :*

Labels: drained, life, love

back. :>

11:16 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

I got this from Wendy's blog and I decided to try it for meeself. And guess what? (lemme hear you say 'what?', hihi^^), this is what i got as a result. :))

And I was like.. LMAO. Hahahahaha.. Weird but okay. :)) I've already accepted the fact that this blog is.. Umm.. Uhh.. A.. A piece of.. Whatever. :D It's just that... How can you write nicely and pretend that you're all mature when you're not? Hahaha.. Most of the time, I'm reaaally reaaally reaaally childish(including tantrums, mood swings, ice cream cravings, BAD handwriting skills etc.) but when it comes to serious business, I'm all on it.

Hahahayyy.. I'm going out with Janice and Porks today. Moviiieeee. :) Exciting! Hahaha.. Libre kasi ako ni Janice kaya ako sumama. :)) Nagtitipid ako ehh.. :>

*edited*

Late na ako sa pagkikita namin nila Janice at Porks. 1pm sa festival tapos nasa jeep pa lang ako ng 1pm. :)) Nagmumuni-muni ako nang biglang tumawag si rich kid(Janice). ;)) Tinatanong niya ko kung nasaan na ko. :)) So anyway.. Nalaman kong nakapatay ang cellphone ni mark kaya hindi siya macontact ni Janice. Kaya nung pagkadating ko, dumaan muna ako sa ddr, nagbabakasakaling nandun si mark. :) Ehh wala. Ayun. Dumeretso na ko sa theater bar ng cin6-7. Sa likod ako dumaan kasi alam kong kapag sa harap ako dumaan, baka hindi ako umabot sa kinauupuan ni Janice sa kakatawa. :)) Matagal tagal na rin kasi kaming hindi nagkikita. :))

Grabe! :O Nagulantang ako! :)) MEDYO pumayat na siya!!! :)) Hooray! =D> Hahahaha.. At eto pa! May braces na siya! Ano? Lalaban ka pa? :)) Isang tingin lang sa'yo knockout ka na! Knockout sa kakatawa! :)) Peace out duuuude. :> SO ANYWAY.. :)) :)) :)) :)) :)) Kidding. :>

Uh.. Ayon. Ehh.. Dahil 1pm nga magkikita, kumain na ko ng lunch. Yun pala, dun kami dapat kakain ng lunch. :)) Hindi pa siya nakain. Gusto niyang magsbarro. Hahahaha.. Rich kid nga ehh.. Wag na umangal.. :)) Gusto daw niya ng salad. (DIET ITEEECH. :>) Hahahaha.. Tapos ayaw ko tumayo. Edi hindi kami umaalis.. Nandun lang kami sa upuan. Nakaupo. :)) Eh 2pm yung showing. Malapit na mag2 nun kaya bumili na kami ng kakainin sa loob. Pagkatapos ko bumili.. Este.. Pagkatapos pala niya ako ibili ng kakainin ko, pinagbigyan ko na rin siyang bumili ng sa kanya sa sbarro.

Nung pababa na kami, nakita kong ang haba ng pila sa sbarro. Kaya ayun. Nauwi siya sa wendy's! :)) Salad pa rin naman. Kasi bagong adjust ng braces niya kaya hindi siya makakain ng maayos. :)) Pasok na kami ng cinema.. :))

Grabe. Ayoko maging spoiler sa mga hindi pa nakakanuod ng WANTED. :)) Pero seriously.. Hindi mo aakalain ang series of events. Ibang iba ang nangyari. :)) As iiin.. Whooo.. Angelina Jolie! =P~ Hahahaha.. Nashock talaga ako nung.. Nung.. Nung.. Shit. Spoiler kasi pag sinabi ko. :)) Basta pag dulo na.. May mangyayari na nakakalungkot. :(( Hahahaha.. Affected talaga ako dun. Kaya kapag labas ng cinema, may hangover pa ko sa nangyari nung ending. :)) Grabe talaga. Kailangan niyo itong mapanuod. ;;)

Maaaaaaarkkk. Bakit nun pa nalowbat phone mo. :((

Hahahaha.. Pauwi, bumili pa kami.. Este.. Ibinili niya ako ng mantou. :)) Ehh di ba nga bagong adjust braces niya? Bale.. Hindi siya makakagat. :)) Ayun. Iniinggit ko siya. :> Kawawang janice. :)) Hahahahaha..

I surely missed high school life dahil sa labas namin na iyon. At mas lalo ko pang namiss si BUX. =(( At si emman.. =(( Namimiss ko na ang foodtrips natin. Plus starbucks moments.. Plus the pizza company episode. Lalo na ang mga jeepney rides natin to festival. Ayy.. Tapos namiss ko rin yung paglalakad namin ni Athina at Janice papuntang festi.. :)) Nakakahiya talaga yun. =))

Well.. That's about it. :> Byyye. :-h

Labels: drained, movies

Kewl. ( :

6:16 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Heyheyhey! Back at home and feelin' oh-so-good. Well.. Not that good pero... Hahaha.. Adunno. :) I told you guys a post earlier that imma post SOME pictures, riggght? :> Well... Here they are. :)

First picture sa elbi. ( : Harap ng SU.

Oooh.. Love this picture. ( : Freedom park.

Hahaha.. No comment. ( : Fertility Tree.

Ang laki talaga ng puno. ( : As iiin..

Hahahaha.. As i've said in my last post, i am loving college. :P It's like.. Adunno. Whenever I stroll at night with my buddies sa freedom park... And we look at the trees, the people, the sky, the buildings et cetera.. It feels like.. Like home. Do you relate? Like.. You look at everything around you and the thought: "You belong here. This is your kind of place." suddenly hits your head and you smile. You smile because you've found your place in this world.. Or something like that. Hahaha.. Mushy. But seriously.. I feel happy when I'm over there. I feel secure. I feel accepted. I feel more like mee. ( :

'Nuff 'bout that. Hahahaha.. Imma post more when I have time. :) I have to go na kasi ehh.. Byyye.. :>

Labels: college, life, uplb, weird

wirder dan eber.

6:09 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

I had my first dose of ENG2 yesterday. Weirrrd. He speaks in tagalog in front of us. Isn't it supposed to be taught in English?! Hahaha.. Ooh.. And there's this Korean guy in our class. He can speak tagalog words such as... Wait. Share ko na lang yung scene. :))

So our prof began to share about himself and how he was a working student before. He talked about his achievements and his degrees. Blahblahblah. All those stuff. Eventually, he explained our next set of activities, the grading system, expectations in class chuchu etc. All the while, speaking with taglish sentences. Topping his speech, he asked the class:

Prof: Any questions?
Korean: (Nagtaas ng kamay.)
P: Ow? What?
K: I'm sorry but i can't umm..
P: Ow? You're a foreigner?
(And i was like.. DUH. o.O)
K: Yuh. I can't understand. ( :
P: (He repeated everything AGAIN in english.)
P: What's your name?
K: Akosigene.
(And i was like.. =)) WOW. =P~)
(The whole class was laughing and he was laughing at himself too. CUTE. ( : )
P: Wow. Okay..

Amazing isn't it? And there's this other scene including the Korean again. :))

Introductions aren't uncommon for first encounters, right? Well.. We had our own ample dose of that too. When it was the Korean's turn to tell us about himself, his short humble speech went like this. :)

Korean: Hi! I'm Gene. I came from a Korean state university. I studied Social sciences there. That's why I'm taking up Sociology here because it's related. I studied English for 1yr and 6mos. And although I can't speak well in English, I wanna tell you this one thing; nothing is impossible. Look at me. 1yr and 6mos before I didn't know how to speak in English! Not one word. But because I pursued this dream of mine. Look at me NOW. I achieved this through perseverance. It wasn't easy. I made a lot of mistakes and I still am making a lot of them but the important this is that I continue to stand up and learn from those. And as some say, no pain-no gain. (Here comes the funny one. :P) Deretso all the way! Gogogo!

And everyone was like.. Clapping! ~_~ Hahaha.. Funny how he said the word deretso. :P But reaaally. He is oh-so-GOOD. :))

Ooohh.. Btw, badtrip din itong ENG2. First meeting with the prof, homework kaagad! Have i mentioned na ang ENG2 ay mostly writing paper stuff? Compositions, academic papers and library research papers ang magdedetermine ng grade mo. :)) So obviously, the assignment's into writing stuff. Haha.. Nosebleed talaga. Grabe. Iniiwasan ko nga english at science kaya ako nagmath ehh.. :))

I'll post my paper here when i write another entry in the near future. :>

As of now, tatapusin ko muna yun. So.. Byyye muna. Ingat-ingat.

EXTRA NOTE: I'm loving college. :P Haha.. Esp when we're hanging out sa freedom park. Ooohh.. I'll make kwento. :> Last night, we went there again and when Porks looked up into the sky, he was like..

Porks: Tol! Ang dami! :O
Mee: WOW! T_T Nakakaiyak. Ang ganda! Overwhelming!
P: Ang dami talaga! Ang sarap titigan.
M: Hanap tayong constellation!
(When I couldn't find one, we looked for a spot to sit and stare. And the grass was fckng wet!)

Asar talaga. ~x( Haii.. So anyway, we sat na lang sa pavement. Ehh may lamppost, so hindi namin makita yung stars. Waaa... T_T Kaya okay talaga pag may prof. camera ka dito. Daming mapipicturan. :O

Speaking of pictures, we had a small picorial kanina sa fertility tree at freedom park ni Porks. I'll post it as soon a possible. :) Cuuute. Thanks porks! Hahahaha.. Sorry din Porks. :( *sniffs*

Labels: bored, college, drained, uplb, weird

For Kat. But not entirely. :)

2:22 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Sabi ni Kat, "ang cool tlga ng mga prof sa up. hahaha." Kaya eto naaa. Hihi^^

Professors?

Math17- Cool. Bata pa pero magaling mag-explain tsaka maluwag siya sa rules. (Wait lang. Nasabi ko na ata ito ahh?)

Math1- Suuuper cool. Kwela. Updated. Mabait. Matanda na. Parang nanay ang tingin ko sa kanya. Nakakatuwa.

Eng2- Unknown pa.

Sosc1- Boring. Nakakaantok magsalita. Matanda na. Mukhang nagpapahiya. Mayabang.

Amat19- Grabe. Mukang mahirap dito. Grabe talaga. Hindi magiging madali ito. Boring siya. Matanda na. May sariling prinsipyo sa buhay. Strikto. Banas.

Pe1- Unknown pa.

Rooms?

Math17- Makaluma. Blackboard lang at upuan. May elec fan. May square-y windows. Gawa ata sa kahoy ang buong bldg.

Math1- Malamig!!! Naka-aircon. Maluwag. May lcd projector. Hmm.. Basta maganda. :>

Eng2- Mainit sa CAS! Elec fan lang. Tapos gawa din sa kahoy yung room. Maliit lang.

Sosc1- Aircon. As iin mas malamig pa sa Math1 lecture hall. Hmm.. Maluwag din pero maliit lang yung room.

Amat19- Grabe. Isa sa pinakapangit na classrooms ever. Daming graffiti sa walls at upuan. Parang sinumpa yung room sa dami ng nabagsak. :)) Madumi. Mainit. Ewan. :))

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Napansin ko lang ahh.. Basta math yung klase sa isang room, halos lahat ng upuan may signs na "..|..", "Fuck you", "Gago", "Puta", etc etc. Basta puro mura. Wala kang makikitang "Ang dali naman nito", "I love you", "May problema ba?". Puro negative remarks lang! :)) Kaya naisip ko tuloy. Talaga palang ang daming may ayaw sa math. Hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit. Dalawa lang naman yan ehh.. Either yung teacher, hindi nagtuturo ng maayos o yung estudyante, hindi nagsisikap.

Ewan ko.. Kasi nagustuhan ko lang naman ang math dahil sa mga naging teacher ko ehh.. Yung tipong ginagawa nilang madadali yung mahihirap na topics. Tapos minsan may dagdag pang advice sa lovelife. Ayun.

Yung mga taong nakikita ko na may ayaw sa math, 2 klase din. Yung 1, sinusubukang mahalin at matutunan. Yung pangalawa, binabadtrip lang yung sarili at sinasabi lagi na ayaw niya sa math. Haha.. Ewan ko. To all you guys out there who detests math: Give math a second chance or a third chance or a fourth, fifth, sixth or a seventh... :)

Haha.. It's raining here. I havta close the pc na. I'll be on tomorrow.. ..or NOT.

Labels: college, math, uplb, weird

Ooh.. College.

12:13 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Sa pagtatapos ng aking unang linggo sa probinsyang itinuturing ko na ring pangalawang bahay, napag-isip-isip kong ikumpara ito sa nakaraang pahina sa buhay ko-hayskul. Hindi naman gaanong naiiba ang buhay college sa buhay hayskul. May homeworks pa din at quizzes. Ganoon pa din ang mga guro, tinuturuan kayo at sinasagot ang mga tanong niyo kapag hindi niyo naiintindihan ang lesson. Nag-iba lang talaga ang tawag sa mga bagay bagay. Ang teacher naging professor, ang summative tests naging pre-finals exam, ang periodic exams naging midterms/final exam, ang PDA(public display of affection) naging PDPI(public display of physical intimacy) at etc.

Minsan hindi mo naiisip na ang masasaya at mga hindi mo makakalimutang parte ng buhay mo ay yung mga panahong nag-away kayo ng bestfriend mo, nakipagsuntukan classmate mo, nagkantahan kayo sa corridors ng classroom habang umuulan, sumugod sa baha dahil trip niyong magpakabasa, mag-alaga ng rabbit sa loob ng classroom, matulog sa klase at magkopyahan sa homeworks. Minsan hindi mo rin naiisip na napakaswerte mo dahil nakaranas ka ng mga kakaibang bagay at nakagalitan ka ng parents mo dahil naging sira ulo ka along the way. Minsan hindi rin natin napapansin na ang mga taong nakakasama mo ngayon ay ang mga taong minsan mo ring kinainisan sa likod nila-na napakahalaga pala talaga ng tiwala sa isa't isa para mabuhay ang pagkakaibigan niyo. Minsan hindi natin naiinitindihan ang mga bagay bagay kasi ayaw natin intindihin.

Nang mapunta ako sa uplb, naisip ko ang lahat ng yan. Naisip ko ang mga masasayang araw ng hayskul. Naisip ko ang mga panahong may binackstab kami ng mga kaibigan ko. Yung mga plastikan events. Naisip ko na lang bigla: Lahat yun, hinubog ako sa kung sino ako ngayon at na lahat ng ako ngayon, dahil sa kanila.

Ang buhay hayskul ay biglang nagkasaysay. Nabigyan ng bagong kahulugan ang mga bagay bagay. Naintindihan ko bigla ang mga nararamdaman ng mga tao, lalo na nung umiyak sila sa graduation song namin-hindi kasi ako umiyak nun. Naisip ko tuloy, sayang... Sana maibalik ang panahon at babaguhin ko ang nagawa ko. Pero naisip ko bigla na kung iba ang ginawa ko sa nagawa ko na, iba rin ang magiging kinalabasan ng mga bagay bagay. Ayoko mabago yung ganoon kung sakali.

Sa 1st week ko madami akong nakilala. Iba iba ang pinanggalingan(Romblon, Pangasinan, Batangas, Rizal, Surigao etc). Iba iba ang ugali. Iba iba ang pinagkakaabalahan sa buhay. Iba iba ang hilig. Iba iba ang nakasanayan. Iba iba ang paniniwala. Iba ibang tao-iisa ang pagkakapareho. Lahat kami elbizens. Lahat kami college na.

At dahil nagsisimula palang ako nitong bagong kabanata ng buhay ko sa ibang lugar, wala pa kong masyadong masasabi. Pero ito ang napansin ko.

1. Kailangan pala talaga na marunong kang makisama. Hindi pwede ang KJ kasi boring ka pag ganoon at mawawalan ka ng kausap.
2. Kailangan din alam mo ang nangyayari at happenings para updated ka.
3. Kailangan GLOBE ka sa uplb, hindi SMART. Kasi mamumulubi ka.
4. Kailangan alam mo ang mga kainan na cheap lang. Para may pangload.
5. Kailangan medyo madaldal ka rin para makapagusap kayo ng mga madadaldal.
6. Kailangan may payong ka. :))
7. Dapat kang kumain sa umaga kasi gugutumin ka sa subjects mo.
8. Kailangan mabilis kang maligo kasi kawawa roommate mo. :>
9. Kailangan makipagsocialize ka at kapalan mo mukha mo.
10. Dapat mag-aral ng mabuti kasi mahal ang tuition.
11. Bawal manligaw sa blockmate mo. :)) (GO U2!!!)
12. Kailangan matuto maglakad ng mabilis kasi baka malate ka.
13. Dapat naka-shoes ka halos palagi kasi IITIM KA at BAKA UMULAN, MAPUPUTIKAN KA.
14. Kailangan palaging nakasmile. Para masaya. :))
15. Wag isusuot ang id. Halatang freshman. :))
16. Dapat di masyado maingay habang naglalakad kasi gawain yun ng freshman.
17. Masarap tumambay sa freedom park kapag gabi.
18. Sikat ang chocomilk. :>
19. Mainit sa ibang bldg kaya kailangan may dala kang panyo o bimpo. :P
20. Dapat magtoothbrush every after ng meal lalo na pag nakabraces. :))
21. Masarap tumambay kayla Porks. :)

Added info. :)
Halos lahat sa amin ni Robert pareho. :)) As iiin. Yung pinagkaiba lang namin sa sched ayyy ako Eng2, siya Eng1 (parehong bldg din yun) tapos ako may SOSC1, siya HUM1. Yun langgg! Tapos yung ID numbers namin magkasunod! Hahahaha.. The best yun ehh.. Ako 10067, siya 10066. :> Oh di baaaa? Tapos blockmates pa kami! Go U2! Lablab. Tapos ayun lang. :)) Ayy.. Di pala. Sunod din kaming natatawag sa attendance! :) Kasi siya Capati, ako Carandang. :> :> :> Hmm.. Ayun na. :) Ayun lang. :)

Next-next-next.

Nung 18, eksaktong 100 yrs na ang uplb. Kaya ito ang PINAKA busy na araw namin for the week. 6AM pa lang... Nandun na kami sa almusalan. Libreng almusal yun for freshies by orgs. :) Sama sama kami nagpunta dun nila Cheka tapos nagkitaan na lang sa SU nila Gianina, Aljean, Mayne atbp. Basta kumpleto kami maliban kay Neil at Erwin. Una naming napagdiskitahan, yung pancakes ng Jollibee. :> Pila yun na mahaba kasi Jollibee. :)) After namin pumila, may lumapit na babae na may tray na may lamang mga fita crackers na may tuna sa taas. Masarap yun kaya kumha din kami. :> Tapos after namin makakuha nun, deretso kami sa taho ni Kuya Ernest. :) Masaya naman. Masarap. Mainit yung taho sa lalamunan. :)

Ehh nauhaw bigla kami kaya punta naman kami dun sa isa pang stall na namimigay ng refresh. :) INom kami tapos hanap ng iba pang pagkain. NOTE: hindi pa namin ginagalaw yung ibang pagkain... Balak kasi namin, after namin kumuha lahat, tsaka na lang kami lalamon. Bale ipon muna tapos kain. :> Nakakita kami bigla nung puto? Kumuha si Donuel at binigyan din ako nung namimigay. :)) Ehh may napansin kami na pinupuntahan ng mga tao. Yun pala may pinamimigay na burger mcdo! :)) Punta naman kami dun. After nun, nung feeling namin, hindi na namin kaya ubusin ung mga kinolekta namin, hanap na kami ng pwesto sa freedom park. Hmm.. Masaya yung experience. :)) Buti hindi kami natae sa dami ng kinain namin. Nakakatae kasi yung pancakes. Hahahaha.. Ewan ko. Basta masaya. Tapos nun, pumila na kami para sa convocation.

Hmm.. Bonding nanaman with blockmates. Medyo boring yung convocation. Ehh kailangan pa naming mapapicture nila Heide para sa id, edi alis na kami dun. Pila naman kami sa papicturan. :) Hindi naman kami umabot sa 12noon time slot kaya naglunch muna kami sa kfc. :)) Pabalik, badtrip ako. Kasi andun tatay ko. Ehh.. Mag-aaply daw ng stfap kaya kailangan ng 2x2 picture. :)) Pinauna ko na sila Heide sa RegBldg para makikisingit na lang ako sa kanila ni Robert pag balik ko. :)) Pagbalik ko sa dorm, tinext ako ni Robert na malapit na daw sila sa pila.

Ganito ang naging conver:
R: ana malapit na kami sa pila. 2 na lang nasa harap namin.
A: whaaat? wait laaaang. dorm pa ko.
R: bilisan mo.
A: as iin 2 na lang talaga?
(mabilis na kong naglalakad nito.)
R: oo nga. d2 na si erwin.
A: waiiiittt laaaang. carabao park pa lang ako.
(malayo pa ang RegBldg sa Cpark)
R: bilis! takbo.
A: andyan naaa..

And guess what? Grabe. Joke lang pala yun! Mahaba pa yung pila sa harap! :)) Badtrip ehh.. Nagmadali pa ko. ANg init init pa naman nun. :)) Tapos eto pa. Pagdating ko dun, ang DAMING nakagreen na tshirt. As iiin suuuper dami. Parang color of the day? Ehh nakagreen tshirt din ako. Tawa kami ng tawa ehh.. Ehh may grupo sa harap namin na nakagreen lahat. Hindi sila masyadong close at dun lang nagkakilala habang nakapila. Bigla silang nagpapicture. Napansin siguro nila na lahat nakagreen. Sinama nila ako sa picture!!! WOOHOOO. :)) Nakakatuwa lang. :P

After magpapaicture dun, takbo naman ako sa dorm habang nagpunta sila ng orientation. Hindi na ko tumuloy sa orientation kasi late na ko. Kaya natulog na lang ako. Paggising ko, oras na para sa parade. Lakad naman ako papunta dun sa site. Ehh nung medyo malapit na ko, ang daming tao! As iiin suuuper dami. Ehhh i'm shy. ;;) Kaya di na lang ako tumuloy. BUmalik na lang ako sa dorm.

Next and final event, concert for freshies. Punta ako. Katuwa. Magkakasama din kami dun. Main event nun kasama si Erwin: kakain ng live insects. :)) Hindi siya nanalo pero gandang experience din yun! Grabe kaya! Kakain ng salagubang, superworms, larvae etc etc. Grabe talaga! Pero masarap naman daw. May dala dala pa siyang superworms pagkababa ng stage, tapos pinatikim niya kami. Nadiri ako kaya hindi ako tumikim. Sabi nila Gia, maalat lang daw. :)) Eeeew pa rin. :)) Madaming banda. May mga nagsayaw. Nagperform ang UP ravens pati yung wyre underground(so cool iteeech.) , yung mindanao group etc. Umuwi kami ni Mark nun mga 11 na. Tapos naki-macbook pa ko kayla mark nung gabi hanggang lumagpas na ng 1AM at inaantok na kaming dalawa. :))

Anyway..

Nung 19, tambay kami nila Heide, Porks at Robert sa freedom park nung gabi. At dahil ako ang photographer, wala akong picture. *sniffs* Hahaha.. Pero masaya talaga. Kahit na nagasgas yung phone ko ng todo dahil sa pag spin-the-cp na truth ang gagawin. Gets? :)) Basta yun. Maganda spot namin nun sa freedom park ehh.. Ehh biglang naihi si Heide. ;;) Tawa kami ng tawa. Takboo siya sa Men's dorm ehh.. :)) Yun. After niya makahanap ng ginhawa, umupo na lang kami sa bench at nakwentuhan. Tapos at around 10PM, umuwi na kami. Along the way, naiihi kami ni Mark. :)) Ako kaya pang pigilan... Si Mark din DAW mapipigilan pa. Ehh nagpapahatid pa si Heide sa dorm niya. Hahahahaha.. Hahaha.. Hahahahahaha.. Ayun. Nung MEDYO malapit na kami sa tawiran, medyo bumilis maglakad si mark. :)) Eventually, tumakbo na siya. :P Ayoko na nga ituloy. Ang baboy ehh.. :)) Pero dunwori. Nakaabot naman ata siya sa apartment niya. ;)

Waah.. Kapagod magsulat. Bet. Wala kayong napala! :))

Last topic.

Ayoko talaga sa mga taong pinaglalaruan ang nararamdaman ng ibang tao. Haii.. Bahala na. Matamaan ka. Nasasaktan ako ehh..

Yii.. Issue. :)) Dunask.

Ciao!

Labels: badtrip, bored, college, life, uplb

1st daayyy.

11:47 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Hmm... Hula ko lahat kayo inaabngan ito. :)) Kaya eto na. Kahit na medyo boring siguro ang magiging post ko ngayon dahil ang oras na ngayon ay 10:40PM, galing kaming freshmen concert sa baker hall! Whoooo... Actually medyo boring din siya kasi yung ibang performers, walang appeal masyado. Btw, dancer pala si Jojo Fresnoza? :) Di ko alam ehh.. Hahaha.. So anyway. Alam ko namang hindi yan ang inaabangan niyo kaya hindi na muna yun ang ikwekwento ko. :> :>

Hmm? Handa na ba kayo? :>

So ayun nga.. First day ko kahapon. 7AM ang first class ko. Excited ako kaya mga 5.10AM pa lang ay gising na ang magiting niyong blogger. :)) *sige lang... tawa lang kayo. hmf.* Anyway.. Edi maaga nga ako nagising. Pero kahit na maaga, naunahan pa rin akong maligo ng roomie ko. :)) And guess what? Haha.. Nawalan kami kaagad ng tubig! WOOHOOO. Gandang panimula ehh.. :)) Badtrip nga yun ehh.. So anyway.. Nakatapos akong mag-ayos(wow. nag-aayos na pala ko ngayon. :>) ng mga 6.20AM. Excited naman akong bumaba kasi sabi ni Porks sabay daw kami pupunta sa math bldg na nasa harap lang ng dorm namin. :)) Sa kasamaang palad, naunahan ako ni romayne na sumundo sa kanya kaya 'di ko siya kasabay.

In short... Mag-isa akong naglakad papuntang math bldg. Medyo naligaw-ligaw pa ko kakahanap sa kanya dun sa ground floor. Ang dami din kasing excited na freshies na mas maaga pa sa tilaok ng manok ang dating sa math bldg. kaya crowded yung mga daanan. Buti na lang at nakita ko na si mark, inaabangan niya ko sa entrance... Siguro naisip niyang baka mawala ako. :)) Nakapagreserve na daw sila romayne ng upuan para sa akin sa room. Grabe! Whew. Makalumang version ng classroom ang naabutan ko. ;) Kung ano ang ikinaganda ng la salle rooms, siya namang ikinalowclass ng room namin. :P As in pati mga bintana maka-luma. Yung may maliliit na squares? Alam niyo ba yun? Hahaha... Basta yun. Grabe talaga. :> Pero okay naman overall. Kaklase ko sa klaseng iyon si Robert, Mayne at Porks. Okay 'di ba? Sa akin okay na! Kasi kaklase ko si romayne. Bale kapag may hindi ako naintindihan sa mga topics, pwede lang magtanong. :)) Oh 'di ba?Anyway.. Haha.. Bored na ba kayo? *Yawn*

Pumasok prof namin on time. Bata lang siya. Hindi ko ineexpect ang ganoong itsura mula sa isang math class. Para talaga siyang fresh grad. Akala ko nga nung una, student asisstant lang siya na nandoon para sabihing wala pa kaming prof. :)) Well.. Ayon. Hahaha.. *Grabe. Bakit parang boring nitong post na iteeech?* Nakakatuwa siya actually. Kasi nakalimutan niyang magdala ng chalk sa classroom kaya exit siya bigla. :)) Kapag labas niya, ingay bigla yung classroom, tipong nagexchange ng mga first impressions sa first ever math teacher namin. Hahaha... Pagbalik niya mula sa labas, tahimik ulit bigla. DUH. Hahaha.. Tapos sinulat niya ang kanyang pangalan at kung anu-ano ang mga requirements, grading system and etc. Hahaha.. Nakakatuwa talaga siya. Kasi kwela siya tapos parang maluwag. Sabi nga niya, 1 lang rule niya-bawal manggulo sa mga taong gustong makinig at matuto. Yun lang! Bale, pwede ka kumain(basta mamimigay), matulog(basta wag hihilik), ma-late(basta walang sisihan kapag namiss ang quizzes), at etc. Hahaha.. Grabe talaga. Tapos pagkatapos niyang magsalita ng magsalita, sabi niya bigla, "Okay... Bale see you na lang on friday. Kasi walang pasok bukas at sa thursday 'di ba?" Hahaha.. Tapos may lalakeng nagtanong-"Sir, pwede na lumabas?" Tapos sabi ni Sir-"Oo, bakit? Ano pa bang gusto niyong gawin?" Tapos sigawan lahat. Kasi 7AM nagsimula tapos lumabas kami eksaktong 7.27AM! Hanep na first day!!! Hahahaha... Kasi 8.15AM pa dapat. Bale... Ang aga namin lumabas! Hahahaha... Tuwang tuwa talaga lahat. :>

Bumaba kami sa 1st floor para puntahan si Cheka. Eh may klase pa sila. Sinusulit nung prof nila. Hahahaha... Kawawang cheka. Anyway, kwentuhan lang kami dun sa labas. Kasi nga walang magawa tapos ang aga pa naming na-dismiss. Next class ko nun 10AM pa ang start! Hahaha... Napag-usapan si Shrek. Yung mga experiences sa kaniya. Tapos nalaman kong pati pala Pascal hindi nakikinig at nagkokopyahan lang minsan kapag time niya. Tapos nalaman ko rin na wala pala talaga silang natututunan kay Shrek. Haha.. Nakwento ko tuloy na niregaluhan ko si Shrek ng stufftoy na anak ni shrek sa shrek3. Gets? Hahahaha... Tuwang tuwa si Mayne ehh.. :)) Anyway... Sa sobrang tuwa namin, ang ingay ingay namin sa kakatawa. Nabanas tuloy ata yung prof nila at lumabas sa pinto, sabi ba naman sa amin, "Pwede bang manahimik?" Binagsakan pa kami ng pinto pagkapasok niya! Hahaha.. Tinawanan namin ehh.. Sabi ko tuloy kayla Mayne "Sikat tayo pag labas nila." Hahahaha.. Gets? :)) Anyway, may klase na sila Mark at Mayne kaya nauna na sila umalis. At dahil si Robert ang everlasting friend ko, hinintay na namin si Cheka dahil wala na kaming mapuntahan na iba. Paglabas ni Cheka, may kasama siyang blockmate namin na klinoseness naman namin ni Robert. Ayon. Tambay lang kami sa SU canteen. :))

Next class ko, block mtg lang. 10-11AM. Ang daming blockmates na hindi nagpakita nung campus tour! Bilang isang Ms. Congeniality for one day, nakipagfriends ako. Kaso natakot ata sa akin. :)) Medyo tahimik kasi sila. :)) Okay naman yung blk mtg namin. Masaya. Medyo korni pero okay na rin, first time pa lang naman ehh.. :> After ng blk mtg namin, math1 na ang sunod na klase, 1-2PM pa yun kaya siyempre lunch na muna kami. Halos lahat sa blockmates ko, math1 ang itatake. Si cheka lang ang supreme being sa amin at math2 na ang tinatake niya. :)) Nagsimula na kami maglakad ni robert palabas ng bldg para kumain ng lunch. Tapos nung medyo malayo-layo na kami, na-ispatan namin si Chairman! (Chairman pangalan niya kasi SK chairman siya sa lugar nila.) Ayon. Napag-isipan naming makibonding sa kanila kaya sumabay kaming maglunch sa kanila. Ehh.. Ang nakakatuwa dito, si Robert ay bracket A. Ang ibig sabihin nun-1500 per unit ang binabayaran niya. Ako, bracket B lang, 1000 per unit. Ayon. So anyway, inaasar siya ng mga kasama namin. Baka daw may allergy siya sa street food. Baka daw dapat sa kfc or mcdo kami kumain. :)) Wala lang.. Ayon. Bonding talaga. Sa sobrang bonding, nagkayayaan silang magdota. Ang problema: 5 kami-4 na lalakwe at ako. Bale leftout ako. Pero okay lang. Kasi brownout bigla after 10 minutes dun sa internet shop kaya di rin nila natapos. Lugi nga kami eh. Kasi 10 pesos din binayaran namin kahit na saglit pa lang kami. :<

Math1 na ang next subject. Masaya naman kasi aircon yung lecture hall. Medyo nalate yung teacher. Nung una, akala ko talaga terror prof yun kasi parang ang taray niyang tignan tsaka matanda na siya. :)) Ayon. Pero nung nagsimula na siyang magsalita, okay naman pala! Kwela siya na caring at updated sa happenings. Actually, sa math1 hindi kailangan na magaling ka sa math kundi kailangang marunong kang mag- analyze at umintindi. :P Yung mga topic kakaiba, like searching for the truth, common mistakes, the logic of thinking ek-ek chuvaness. Basta ganun lang. Tapos ang saya! Kasi kapag daw late, kakanta. Ehh nagsample siya. May background music pa kami kapag nalate kasi kumpleto ang playlist niya mula airsupply hanggang opm artists. :)) Grabe. Nung una hiyaan pa yung pagkanta pero kinalaunan, sabaysabay na rin kami kumanta ng mga kanta tulad ng 'all out of love','dancing queen' etc. :P

After ng math1 namin, deretso na kami sa eng2. CAS bldg yun so medyo napalayo kami. Ang iniiiiiit sa CAS. Grabe talaga. Edi nakaupo na kami un nung isa kong blockmate-Joseph pangalan niya. Nag-uusap usap lang kami pati si Yuichi nang may biglang pumasok na parang fresh grad na prof na parang ang lakas ng dating at cool. Edi ayon... Dakdak siya nang dakdak. Sinabi niya yung mga bawal gawin at mga dapat gawin sa klase. Yung mga maaari naming kailanganin at mga gagawin namin for the semester. Basta etc etc. Yung mga usual stuff na kailangan malaman. Tapos sa dulo, nagtanong siya"so... Do you like me to be your teacher in eng2?" Siyempre sabi namin"Yes, Sir." Ang sabi ba naman niya bigla "Good. But i'm sorry to tell you that i'm not. I'm just a humanities student sent here to tell you that you don't have eng2 classes yet because they're still finalizing your schedules." And i was like.. "Wtf..?" And i asked him directly, "Are you like dead serious?!" And he was like "Yeah." And he was laughing his ass out. I left the building feeling stupid kasi i wasted half an hour sa mainit na classroom na yun. ~x( Hahahaha.. Pero okay na lang din. Cool experience. :>

Edi maaga ako natapos. Deretso ako sa dorm ehh.. Pagkapasok ko sa pinto, nandun na yung bago kong roomie. :> Si Ate Kat. 3rd yr na din siya. 17 yrs old. Walang kaibigang lalake. :)) Natutuwa naman ako sa kaniya kasi mabait siya. Anyway, naligo ako pagkatapos makipagkwentuhan. Tapos pagkatapos maligo, nahiga na ko sa kama. :)) Eh umalis sila ate archie at ate kat. Mag-isa lang ako. Nagpapahinga ako nun nung biglang may kumatok. Nagtaka naman ako kasi wala naman akong friends sa ibang rooms. Kaya nagmadali akong magbukas ng pinto. Si jill ang sumalubong sa labas ng pinto pagkabukas ko. Wala daw siyang magawa. Wala daw siyang makasama sa kwarto nila sa dorm. Kaya pumunta siya sa dorm ko para makipagkwentuhan. Ayon. Napasubo ako. Pinakain ko ng peanut butter sandwich. :)) Ehh gusto daw niya kumain sa mcdo. Sabi ko wala akong pera. Ehh sabi niya lilibre niya ko. (Alam niyo naman ako.. Hindi ako natanggi sa libre. :>) Ehh huhugasan ko pa yung plato na pinagpatungan ng sandwich. Sabi niya, kukuha lang daw muna siya ng pera sa dorm niya na hindi kalayuan. Hintayin ko na lang daw siya sa labas ng la ville. Edi yun. Bumaba na siya. Hinugasan ko yung plato tapos naghilamos. Kuha ng onting pera atpos labas na ko ng kwarto.

Pagkababa ko ng stairs. Nakita ko si Donuel at Erwin na nag-aabang dun sa may hagdan. Pinuntahan daw nila si Mark, eh wala naman daw pala dun. Sabi ko "Oo nga, 6.30 pa daw siya makakauwi. May bibilin. Sama na lang kayo. Lilibre daw ko ni Jill ng mcdo." Edi tuwang tuwa naman sila. Hintay kami sa labas ng la ville. Tapos bigla ba namang may dumaan na mga babae na mga munscians! Asar ehh.. Mukang hindi ko matatakasan ang mga bad memories ko sa batch nila. :)) Ang dami talaga nila. Tapos after a few seconds, parang ang dami ko nang nakitang ibang munscians... Mga lalake naman. Tulad ni Marcjay etc. Yung mga nagbabasketball? So anyway, sabi ko kayla Win, alis muna kami dun kasi naiilang ako. Ayun. Buti na lang umalis kami dun kasi dun sila biglang tumambay tapos ang dami talaga nila! As in madami. :)) Banas ehh.. Sabi ko tuloy sa kanila, aakyat na muna ako sa dorm. Tinext ko na rin si Berting para madami dami kami. Pagkababa ko, nakita kong kinakausap nila si kuya ernest. Si Cheka, nandun na din! So ang grupo namin na nandun ay sila robert, cheka, jill, win, donuel at ako. Nagpunta kami sa ministop at kumain ng kung anu-ano. Pagkauwi, naisipan naming daanan si Heide. Actually, kakamustahin lang naman dapat namin siya. Eh bumaba bigla ng nakabihis. Hindi pa pala siya nakakapagpalit nun kasi kakauwi pa lang niya. Mga 5.45 na siguro yun. Nung kasama na namin siya, naisipan naming pumunta kayla mark. :)) Edi buong tropa pumunta dun. Eh ako lang naman yung pinapapunta dun ni mark. :)) Gulat si mark eh! :)) sa sobrang gulat niya, ang bagal niyang maglakad. Hahahahaha.. Tapos nagpasama naman si mark papunta kayla Reza, sa men's dorm pa yun! Naglakad kami papunta dun. Ang layoooo. Pagod na pagod na ko nun. :)) Hahahahaha.. Masaya naman. Nung kasama na namin si reza, lakad naman kami papunta ng labasan. Whew! Pagod na ko magkwento. :)) Feeling ko din bored na kayo. *shrugs*

Anyway, hinatid nila ako sa dorm nung pauwi na. :P

Psht. Pagod. Next entry na yung tungkol sa araw na ito. :)) Loves. :>

Labels: bored, uplb

The last day.

1:27 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Ooh grabe! Kapagod naman itong araw na ito. Hmm.. People who'll be mentioned: erwin Dupagan, Heide Naguit, Chezka Sino, Jill Buenaobra, Mark Jose, Reza Taylan, Robert Capati, Romayne De mesa and Gianina So.

Whew! Hahahaha... First thing first. Okay?
Well.. Last night, I wasn't able to sleep at all. I was like trying to call somebody for the nth time... Ehh ayaw sumagot. Ayon. Di talaga ako nakatulog. Bumigay na lang ako sa tawag ng mga alitaptap nung nag-1.30am na at alam kong may pasok siya bukas kaya baka tulog na siya. Nakakaasar lang kasi sana nagtetext siya bago matulog 'di ba? Pero okay lang... Di naman siya obligado 'di ba?
So 1.30am a ko nakatulog at kailangan kong bumangon ng 5.00am para matawagan ko siya bago pumasok. Graaabe. Edi nag-alarm ako ng 5am tapos nagising din ako ng 5am. Badtrip. Kulang sa tulog. Labas ako ng kwarto para tumawag sa kanya. Tawag ako ng tawag hanggang malapit na mag-6am. Walang sumasagot. Triny ko din yung phone nila sa bahay... Nagriring pero wala pa ring nasagot. Pumasok ako ng kwarto na talunan. Asar. Umagang umaga badtrip na kagad. Kaso may magagawa ka ba kung miss mo na talaga yung tao? Yung tipong Lahat gagawin mo para sa kanya? Banas. Bakit ba kasi ganun ang buhay? Bakit kailangan pang mapamahal sa isang taong parang hindi mo maabot pero nandyan lang talaga? :-?
So anyway... Dahil sa kabadtripan ko, nahiga na lang ako ulit. Bumangon na lang ako nung natapos maligo yung roomie ko. Ayon. Naligo na rin ako ng mabilis. Umalis na din ako kasi naisip kong baka mahaba na yung pila. Binagalan ko lakad ko kas wala akong kasabay. Si Mark Jose kasi nang-iwan... Tapos si Erwin papunta na din kaso galing gubat naman siya. Ayon. Pero okay na lang din. Badtrip yung pila... ANG HABA HABA HABA HABA talaga. Ang init pa kasi wala pang 8am ako dumating. Badtrip.
Buti na lang may kumausap sa akin at may payong siya. Mabait naman siya. Marie ata pangalan niya ehh.. Ayon. Nawalan din siya ng sasabihin kaya ayon, tumigil na lang kami mag-usap. Dating naman bigla si Erwin to the rescue. Ayos! May payong din siya at pamaypay. Haii.. Usap usap ulit.
Nakarating kami sa dulo ng pila at nagbibigay ng number. Singit si Erwin at nakakuha siya ng number. Ako number 37 at si Erwin 41. Nakita namin sina Robert at Reza. Umalis din sila kaagad kasi naiinitan ata sila. Si Cheka at si Jill nakita din namin. Kwentuhan ulit tapos nakita bigla si Heide. Ayos 'di ba? Tropang tropa ang dating! :)) Saya kasi kwentuhn. Kain kami saglit sa SEARCA. Ang mahal! Yung Zesto nila 10 pesos. GRAAABE. Pero malamig naman sa kanila kaya sulit. Naimpluwensyahan kami ni Heide sa SEARCA na sa wednesday na magpapicture. Ang lapit pa naman na nung number namin. Balik kami sa RegBldg para ipamigay ang aming 'very near' numbers sa mga 'very lucky' people. At ang very lucky people na napili ay si Ate Romayne na kakadating lang at isang unknown human being na nagthankyou ng isang beses. So stressing. Hahaha..
Iniwan na namin sila Jill at Cheka sa RegBldg at naglakad kami nila Erwin at Heide papuntang Husbandry na suuuper layo para lang bumili ng chocomilk. ;)) Naglakad kami ulit paalis doon after namin mainom lahat. Pumunta kami at tumambay sa Fertility Tree kanina at nagkwentuhan kami tungkol sa mga bagay bagay na random. Madaming kwento ang nabunyag doon. Tulad ng mga gumugulong gulong na tao at mga nagpapakamatay malapit doon. Umalis kami sa lugar na yun nung may malaking cloud sa ulo namin. Kwentuhan to da max kasi hinahabol namin yung cloud para hindi kami mainitan. Naglakad kami papuntang apartment ni mark kasi bawal si erwin sa boarding house ko. :) Tambay kami hanggang sa dumating si Mark. Umalis din kami after kumain ni Mark kasi nagutom sila bigla at nahihiyang makikain kayla mark. Milagro! May hiya pa sila... :) Anyway... Naglakad kami palabas ng campus at nagkasalubong kami ni Donuel at kumain na kami sa Chowking. Ayun. Nagkwento siya sa latest happenings na nangyayari sa kanya. Natutuwa ako. :)) After a long wait sa loob ng Chowking, nakaorder na rin si Heide. At eto pa! Mali ang napunch ng nagseserve sa amin. Ayun. Reklamo kami. Hindi pinalitan yung food, kunwari pinalitan pero hindi talaga. Sulit pa rin kami kasi binalik yung sobrang pera. :> Di niyo gets noh? Idc. :)
Anyway.. Bumalik na rin kami sa dorm ko. Naisipan kong ayusin gamit ko kaya ayun tinanggal ko laat ng gamit sa cabinet. Sabay dating naman nitong lumang 3rd yr college border na sa ilalim ng deck ko nakapwesto. Ayun. Badtrip. Kailangan kong bilisan yung pag-aayos ko ng gamit. Ang daldal pa nila kaya nastress ako lalo. Umakyat na lang ako sa kama ko habang nag-aayos sila. Nung tinamad na kong maghintay sa wala, pinuntahan ko si mark sa apartment niyang sosyal! Grabe. Pagdating ko, welcome na welcome ako. Kilala na ko ng kanyang auntie. :)) Inalok ako ng coke. Ehh hindi naman ako nainom ng ganun. Ayon. Nagkakabit sila ng aircon. Sosyal 'di ba? May aircon na si Mark! At home na at home ang setting niya sa apartment. Alagang alaga pa siya ng auntie niya na walang kupas sa pag-aalaga at pagpapakain sa kanya ng MASASARAP na pagkain. Pagkatapos nun, nagpakabit siya ng WiFi. Siyempre sinamahan ko siya magtanong dun sa may-ari kasi mabait ako. Toinks. :)) Hindiii.. Sinamahan ko siya kasi nagpasama siya. Ayun. Nagkawifi na siya. May internet na, may auntie na at may aircon pa! A pang hahanapin niya 'di ba?
Umalis sila salit kaya naiwan ako sa MacBook niyang uer mahal at ganda with the uber fast net powered by La Ville. :)) 200 per week kaya kailangang sulitin. Sooner or later, dumating sila Jill at Cheka para maki-upo. pinakian kami ng auntie niya ng ice cream t Peanut butt sandwich! Ang saraaaaap ng may nag-aalaga sa'yo. :P Grabe. Tapos kung anu-ano pinaggagagawa namin. Friendster at blog lang. Kantahan tapos nilait namin yung CRUSH NI CHEKA SA SIYETE. Hahahahaha.. To cheka: hindi talaga siya gwapo o maappeal man lang. Wag mo na siya paggugulan ng atensyon. :P Uh.. Ayon. Si Jill din nagkadarapa dun sa mahal niya. Left out ako kasi wala naman akong mahal. :)) Bumalik na sila mark at ang tatay niya. Inalok kaming kumain. Pero since SHY kaming lahat: lahat may dahilan para hindi dito kumain. :)) Nakakatuwa. Sa sobrang tuwa ko, nakalimutan ko na ang details. :)) Kaya eto. Bored na kayo sa kwento ko.
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Bukas na ang first day naming lahat na elbizens. Magkahalong tuwa at takot ang aming nadarama sa aming mga huling minuto bago pumatak ang orasan bukas kung kailan kailangan na naming pumasok. Lahat kabado. Lahat natataranta sa sched at buildings. Lahat natatakot sa kung terror ang profs nila. Lahat masaya kasi pagkakataon na namang palawakin ag friendship stems nila. Lahat parang ayaw kumain ng dinner. Lahat kami 1st day na bukas. Asar. Hahaha..
Titigil na ko dito kasi sumasarap ang amoy ng luto dito kayla mark. Baka mapakain pa ko. :)) Paalam na guys. Hanggang sa susunod. ;)

Labels: badtrip, bored, college, love, uplb, weird

Happy Father's Day!

7:52 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

An open letter:

Dear Tay,

I know that you won't be able to read this since you don't even surf the net unless you have an email to send. And I also know that you are now too busy to send emails because of a lot of pending work papers. And so, I decided that I'd write this on paper and give it to you as soon as possible.

This time of the month is crucial for our family. You going to the US for good, me going to the university and kuya graduating na. I won't expound on the details na lang since this is the net and our problems are private. I know that we can and we will get through this. Anything's possible with God 'di ba?

In this letter, i wanna express my deepest gratitude for everything you've done for me; for giving me a birthday cake and being there when you can for my birthday parties, for giving me my first ever cellphone when i was in grade 5 and replacing it with a new one when it gets broken or lost, for teaching me how to forgive others even if they don't forgive me back, for teaching me to be patient and not to be greedy concerning worldly stuff, for letting me see OUR imperfections and not blame God about it, for leading me to God, for allowing me to be myself and do what i wanna do unless it's wrong, for teaching me the art of being independent and the right attitude towards consequences, for telling me when i'm already past my boundaries, for teaching me how to drive and a lot more. Bottomline: I wanna thank you for being the best dad that you can be to me. I will be forever grateful for all the clumsy, funny, serious, wacky and weird happenings that you provided and showed to me.

Not only do you deserve a thank-you letter but an i-love-you letter too, 'di ba? So in this letter, i wanna say i love youuuu to you: I love you tay! :* Hmmm... I know that it's pretty weird that despite of our few misunderstandings and short conversations, we still get the hang of each other at the end of the day. :> I know that it takes a lot of courage to humble yourself down just so i appear to be right even if i'm far from it minsan. I wanna take this op to let you know that i don't just love you because you buy me my luhos but because you have been so good to me, because you love me too and because you allowed me to see that you can also be wrong while some dads are so eager to create an image wherein they are perfectly flawless. There are a lot of other reasons and if i write those here, there'll be no more space for other stuff. :>

I made this an open letter because i want everybody who cares enough to read my blog how much you mean to me and how you are and you've been an important part of my life. My life wouldn't be the same without you who loved me for me, who took care of me when i'm sick and who loved my bro and my mom to be able to show me that i havta love others too. I wanna tell you that if ever imma marry someone in the VERY VERRY VERRRY far future, i want him to be like you, well not exactly like-you-like-you... Gets? But somebody who is as loving, caring, understanding, forgiving, funny, cool and responsible as you have been to us. :> I love youuu tay!

ANA. B-)

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It's my first day here in elbi and i'm uber bored. Good thing porks lives VERY near. :)) Next time na lang ulit. Loves. :>

Labels: bored, college, life, love, parents, uplb

Ms. Ephemeral

10:13 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Friday the 13th pala kahapon. Hindi ko na namalayan. Ang bilis pala talaga ng panahon. Kahit na sabihin mong nakatunga-tunga ka lang sa harap ng computer mula 8am, pagtingin mo sa orasan sa tabi mo, lunch na pala... Ehh parang kakaupo mo lang naman. Kakatapos mo lang tignan yung friendster, blogger, myspace, facebook, xanga at multiply account mo, lunch na kaagad. Haha.. Ang bilis talaga. Ako nga, friendster at blogger lang ang tinitignan tapos nabibilisan pa rin ako sa oras. Haii..

Kapag may katext ka din, mabilis lang ang oras. Alam mo ba, tinaymingan ko ang pagtetext? Kapag nagtext ka ng 7:51AM, magrereply siya ng hindi lalagpas sa 7:53AM. 1 minute to read the message tapos 1 minute at the most to type another. Haii..

Wait lang. Random thought. Thought na random: sabog ang blog ko. :)) Wala nang mabasang matino ang mga nagbabasa. Kasi wala namang matinong mambabasa ang magbabasa ng hindi matinong entry na sinulat para sa mga mambabasa. Asaaaar. Not making sense here.

May nagpaload pala sa akin kanina. Walang gustong umamin sa mga pinagtanungan ko. Hayy.. Tapos badtrip pa. May load nga. Wala namang katext. Hindi ko na tuloy alam gagawin ko. Gusto kong ipangtawag kaso mawawalan naman ako ng load. Hayy..

Kailan kailan ko lang narealize na boring ang buhay ko. Kahit nasaan ako, boring pa din. Magpunta ako sa mall, boring. Magpunta ako sa school, boring pa din. Tumambay sa bahay, boring lalo. Ewan ko lang kung para sa inyo, boring ang buhay niyo ahh.. Hmm.. Akin kasi parang wala akong magawang matino. Lahat na lang ng pasukin kong sitwasyon, walang natatapos nang maganda. Lagi na lang akong nagkakamali.

Psht. Ayoko na ng ganito. Ayoko na.

Aalis na ko. Paalam. Pasensya na kung wala kayong mapala sa blog ko.

Labels: bored, college, life

Wasted. -_- #

3:58 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go. 2 days to go.

Guys, 2 days to go and i'm officially outta here. Imma stay na THERE. Psht. I'm scared. I'm reaaally scared. As iiin S-C-A-R-E-D. I dunno. I don't hink i'd be used to it kasi eh... Pero things have to change sooner or later 'di ba? Change is inevitable. I have to do this. Psht. I HAVE to.

Um. When i'm there na, i won't be able to post everyday. I don't have funds eh.. (May gusto bang magdonate diyan?) :> Hmm.. I won't be able to buy meeself load too. Meaning to say, I won't be able to communicate with you guys on a daily basis. Pero kahit na hindi ako makapagtext sa inyo, text niyo pa rin ako. :)) Pwede niyo rin ako paloadan para mas masaya. :> Kidding.

Hmm.. I'm just depressed.

Uh. Nalaman ko pala kahapon na classmate ko si Porks at si Robert sa 1st class ko. Edi okay.. Hindi ako loner sa 1st day. :)) Pero siyempre maghahanap naman ako ng friends 'di ba? Mamamatay ako sa depression 'pag mag-isa lang ako dun. Hmm.. Speaking of mag-isa.. Hindi ako mag-isa sa kwarto. May 3 akong kasama. Dalawang 3rd yr college na at isang NF katulad ko. Kung nasa New Dorm ako, 5 naman yung kasama ko... Buti na lang hindi ako dun. ;))

Since board and lodging nga ako, 1 meal per day na lang ang aalahanin ko. Ang plano ko, hindi ako kakain ng lunch dun sa kanila. Kayla porks ako makikikain. :)) Joke lang porks. Hmm.. Pero ewan ko pa.

Plano kong gawin for the week:
Monday: Maglilibot. Maghahanap ng murang kainan para makapagpaload. =))
Tuesday: Tatambay sa kwarto o kaya pc shop.
Wednesday: Maglalakad paikot ng campus. :P
Thursday: Maglilibot sa labas ng campus. :D
Friday: Mag-ool, mag-uunli, uuwi sa bahay.
Saturday: Magfefestival o kaya magtotown. :))

Okay naman na siguro yan noh? :))

Well.. Anyway.. I wanna share this conver sa confe naming tatlo nina Joel at James. :)) Nakakatuwa lang. :))

hayme: maya gawa ako HW
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: ah.. naks ang sipag. e noh
hayme: SCHOLAR EH
anatOt.: oh?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: d nga? astig
anatOt.: ilang percent?
anatOt.: 1%?
anatOt.: :))
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: 2%
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
anatOt.: baka naman 5%.. pagbigyan na..
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: ang sama ni ana james
anatOt.: >:)
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
hayme: uu
hayme: 65%
anatOt.: woooow.
anatOt.: :))
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha anoh ana :))
hayme: san ka pa
anatOt.: talino namannnnn.. :>
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: uu nga e
anatOt.): talbog ako dun ah! :-"
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: ang talino
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: 25% nga lng ang akin e :D
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :D
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: ang taas nun ha..
anatOt.: haha..
anatOt.: ganyan talaga pag matatalino..
anatOt.: ako nga! 0% ehh.
anatOt.: anu?laban kayo!?
anatOt.: =)) :>
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: gnyn tlga kpg walang GF
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: puro aral lng
hayme: hehe
hayme: tama ka dyan
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: atlist may percent sayo ana.
anatOt. (6/10/2008 3:26:02 PM): mang-asar daw ba?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
anatOt.: :))
anatOt.: nako. mga walang gf!
anatOt.: magsamsama kayo.

-mahabang pag-uusap tungkol sa mga kors at future jobs-

-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe astig nga PE nmn sa 2nd sem e
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe
hayme: mahirap lang xa sa cmula
anatOt.: ANO?
anatOt.: GOLF?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: Swimming
anatOt.: =))
hayme: nice
anatOt: KALA KO GOLF.. :>
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe e d b puro babae kasama ko bwahahaha
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: puro mga model clasm8 ko e
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: astig bwahaha
hayme: wow
hayme: mgaganda nmn lahat?
anatOt.: WAT DA HEK?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: edi ang sesexy nun
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: uu sobra
anatOt.: KALA KO BA HINDI KA GANYAN JOEL?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: pg nangswimsuit attire
hayme: anu ka ba ana
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hahaha
anatOt.: AT IKAW JAMES? BA'T KA RIN GANYAN?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha
hayme: tignan mo lang sa friendster niya
anatOt.: WAT DA HEK..
anatOt.: PERVERTS!!!
hayme: mahahalata mo na
hayme: no offense joel
hayme.. (6/10/2008 3:57:15 PM): hehe
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe adik ka ana
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: d ako perverts
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: normal lng sa lalake un
hayme: xempre ganito ang mga lalaki
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: babae k ksi bwahaha
anatOt.: XMPRE! ISA KA LANG EHH.. BALE PERVERT LANG
anatOt.: =)) :>
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
anatOt.: TSS.. YAN LANG NAMAN ATA ANG HANAP NIO SA BABAE EHH..
anatOt.:
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: yung iba nga mga clasm8 ko na lalake naeexcite na mag2nd sem e
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha
hayme: haha
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: OI hindi noh.
hayme: xempre naka bikini
hayme: hehe
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: tama un
anatOt.: EEW TALAGA KAYO!
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: kaya dpt ikaw ana magpasexy ka na hahahahahaha
hayme: haha
anatOt.: BAKIT AKO, HINDI NAMAN AKO NAEXCITE PAG NAKASHORTS YUNG LALAKE AH!?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
anatOt.: WAT DA HEK. LOVE MEE FOR MEE. HMP.
hayme: xempre wala sa pagkatao mo un eh
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe malay mo masmaganda ka pa kay EULA
anatOt.: SIRA ULO KA JAMES.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: kpg nagpaSEXY ka
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :D
anatOt. : PSHT. ASA PA..
hayme: you're kinda a serious person
hayme: SOMETIMES
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: YAH..
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: CORRECT
anatOt.: HAHAHAHA..
anatOt.: YEAH RIGGGHT.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: SHE'S a serious person
anatOt. (6/10/2008 4:00:05 PM): DRAMA MODE LANG YUN PAG SERYOSO..
anatOt. (6/10/2008 4:00:19 PM): AT ANO ANG ESSENCE NG CAPITAL LETTERS NA YAN!?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: kaya ana magpapayat ka na malay mo mging model ka pa
anatOt. (6/10/2008 4:00:24 PM): 8-|
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :P
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: d b?
anatOt.: FYI PAYAT NA KO!
anatOt.: =))
hayme: d nga?
anatOt.: HAHA..
anatOt.: CRA! OO NGA..
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: sus haha
anatOt.: TUMABA LANG ULIT NG ONTI.
anatOt.: :))
anatOt.: DATS LIFE..
hayme: nakoo
hayme: umamin
hayme: jokE
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha PEACE tayo
-J-O-L-E-S- santos (6/10/2008 4:01:26 PM): :D
anatOt.: NAKO JAMES!
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: pahaha joke lng un haha
anatOt.: TGNAN LANG NATIN.. PAG AKO PUMAYAT..
anatOt.: >:)
hayme: cge
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha cge ano.. hehe
anatOt.: PAG AKO LANG TALAGA PUMYAT..
hayme: dapat ung mamangha kami
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :))
hayme: HAIL HALE
anatOt.: MAMAMANGHA TALAGA KAYO.. =)) lol
anatOt.: ANU NNMAN YANG HAIL HALE MO JAMES?
anatOt.: DI KA PA BA NAGSASAWA?!
hayme: wala lang
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: uu dpt mamamangha kmi tatlo ha ni mark james at ako
anatOt.: AYY? BA'T KASAMA SI MARK?
hayme: nkkinig lang sa music ng HALE
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: kpg namangha ako sasambahin kita haha ahmmm
hayme: bkit nman ayaw mo makita ka ni mark?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe crush nya daw c mark e
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :P
anatOt.: EHH HINDI NAMAN UN MAMANGHA EHH,,
anatOt.: PSHT. ANUNG ISSUE YAN!?
hayme: hehe
anatOt.: >:P
anatOt.: EH KASI SI MARK.. MAHIRAP MAMANGHA NG BASTA BASTA.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: makakarating kay mark
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: sakto na sa akin n cel # nya
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: >:)
anatOt: KAHIT SIGURO PUMAYAT AT PUMUTI AKO, HINDI PA RIN SIYA MAMAMANGHA.. =)) GANUN SIYA KATAAS.
anatOt.: :))
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: malay mo pagdting ng panahon c james pa ang unang ikasal sa batch ntn
anatOt.: HOY. HINDI KO SIYA CRUSH NOH.. EEW. PLUS HINDI KAMI MAGKALEVEL.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: kung cnu p ung d mhilig sa babae
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe
hayme: nyek
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: un p daw ang nauuna
anatOt.: YAN? HINDI MAHILIG SA BABAE?
hayme: ako d mhilig?!
hayme: haha
anatOt.: ASA KA PA! MAHILIG YAN NO!
anatOt.: :P
hayme: ;)
anatOt.: IKAW DIN JOEL, MAHILIG KA DIN EHH.
anatOt.: =))
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: oi.. pili lng noh.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: :D
anatOt.: NAKO JOEL..
anatOt.: WUUUSHUUUU..
anatOt.: PAUTOT MO.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: malay mo c ana p unang ikasal sa batch ntn
anatOt.: NAKO.
anatOt.: ASA KA NAMAN..
anatOt.: MATAGAL TAGAL PA KO NOH..
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: d yn..
anatOt.: NAKU. ASA PA KAYO.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: malay mo.. expect the unexpected
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: d b?
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha
anatOt.: I'LL CHOOSE CAREFULLY NOHH.. :))
hayme: baka after college yan c ana
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe
anatOt.: HINDI NAMAN IMMEDIATLEY AFTER COLLEGE.
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: malay mo pgkatapos grumaduate ikakasal k n pla .
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: invite mo kmi ha
hayme: malay mo sa LB na niya mameet ung 1 and only 1
anatOt.: PSHT. ASA NAMAN NOH. IBAHIN NIYO KO.
hayme: bestman ako
anatOt.: HINDI AKO EASY TO GET. =))
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha oo nga ung 1 and only tru love nya
anatOt.: 1 AND ONLY? I LIKE THAT.
anatOt.: TSKA SIYEMPRE IKAW BESTMAN!!!
hayme: kung hnde madaan sa santong dasalan, idaan sa santong paspasan
hayme: hehe
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: haha hindi kanta ang tinutukoy ko
anatOt.: PSHT. AND WHAT ARE YOU TRYING TO SAY!?
hayme: sabi mo hnde easy to get
hayme: hehe
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: hehe..
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: nakakagutom
-J-O-L-E-S- santos: pa mirienda knmn ana
anatOt.: AKO DIN GUTOM NAA..
anatOt.: PUNTA KA DITO. :>

So there. :)) Hmmm.. I dunwanna write na. :)) Nakakatamad. And beware. Last post ko na bukas. :))

Labels: college, decisions, life, love, uplb, weird

Happy indepedence day!

10:15 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

3 days to go people and imma say bye-bye to friends, family, pets, civilization and to YOU. Imma say goodbye to YOU kasi I don't think i'd be on for the first week of classes. Yung iba sinasabi na hindi ko daw yun kaya.. But we'll see.. We'll see who misses mee first. :)) *Talking to meeself again* Ayan ka nanaman ana ehh.. Nagiilusyon ka nanaman na mamimiss ka ng mga tao. *laughs hysterically then shuts up*

Next!
Hmm.. Wtf is happening to us ba? One moment we're like this:

The next second we're like this:

. Nalulungkot ako. Hmm? Pero wala naman akong ineexpect ehh.. Nvm.

Change topic.

My Lolo and I watched a movie kahapon. :)) Sooo great talaga siya kasama kasi he's like suuper pa-special? :)) Annoying lang kasi after every movie, he'd still sit there and wait kahit tapos na yung credits? Just for fun? :)) And he's suuuper kuripot pa kaya i have to pay for my movie tickets from my own savings. Haii.. Palibhasa senior citizen na siya.. :P

Anyway.. We watched Prince Caspian. It was an okay-but-not-as-good-as-i-expected-it-to-be movie. They rearranged the events kasi ehh.. Akala ko yung sa libro mismo. And there was this kissing scene at the end of the movie! Eew. That's like reaaally not good for the kids nowadays.. And prior to that kissing scene, Susan LIED to a kinda-retard-but-okay kid sa simula ng movie which is totally bad influence! Hahaha.. Tapos parang si Lucy yung parang naging bida dito ehh.. Hindi si Prince Caspian. :)) But I'm glad i watched it. Kasi na-realize ko nanaman that Edmund is waaay cuter than Peter.

Hmm.. Today's Independence day! Mabuhay! It's officially been 110 years since General-First Republican Phil President Emilio Aguinaldo proclaimed independence to our fellow Filipinos at Kawit, Cavite Phil. It was actually not recognized by both the Americans and the Spaniards at first because of the 1898 Treaty of Paris. It was not until July 4, 1946 that the USA acknowledge our being 'free'. Since then,Filipinos also observed June 4 as our independence day. Diosdado Macapagal knew he had to make a change because it just doesn't feel right to him. June 4 actually marks the beginning of our 'dependence' sa USA.

Here's how the 9th President Diosdado Macapagal explains his move into changing the Filipino lives since then... (article here)

I decided to effect the change of independence day at that time not as an act of resentment but as a judicious choice of timing for the taking of an action which had previously been decided upon.

I called Press Secretary Rufino Hechanova to consult him on my contemplated action. I asked him outright what he thought of my step if I should move the celebration of independence day from July 4 to June 12.

Hechanova winced and said: "Please Mr. President, don't act on that yet. Let us give it a thorough study. I am flying to Iloilo today and on my return on Monday I will come to discuss it with you."

After his departure, I called in Legal Adviser Juan Cancio. "Johnny," I asked, "Do I have the power to change independence day from July 4 to June 12?" Cancio readily answered: "Yes, sir, because July 4 is being celebrated as independence day not because it is so specifically designated by law but as an official holiday. Since the President has the authority to declare official holidays, you may declare June 12 as a holiday and hold an independence celebration on that day."

I immediately directed Cancio to prepare the proclamation, revised and signed it, and asked him to release it to the press through the Malacañang press office. On May 17, 1962, I certified as urgent to the Congress the enactment of a measure to fix June 12 statutorily as independence day.

The change was justified by the successful celebration. General Emilio Aguinaldo was the guest of honor. At least one million people attended whereas in previous celebrations on July 4, only from two to three hundred thousand came.

Bespeaking of the nobility of the American people, President Kennedy was among the first to extend the congratulations of the United States to the Filipino people in celebrating their freedom on June 12, 1962. In a message to me, he said:

It is with pleasure that I join the people of the United States in extending our best wishes and warmest congratulations to Your Excellency and the people of the Republic of the Philippines on the occasion of the Philippine Independence Day.

A letter of thanks in Spanish was also sent to me by General Aguinaldo on May 19, 1962. A translation of the letter reads in part as follows:

I cannot but send you this letter to express the most profound gratitude for the proclamation which Your Excellency has recently issued naming June 12 as independence day-- the date when we announced to the whole world that we were a free and independent nation. I who took an active if modest part in the effort of our people to break the colonial yoke we were subjected to, feel joy and pride over the patriotic act which Your Excellency has just performed.

In my address on the first June 12 as independence day celebration, I said:

In the discharge of my responsibility as President of the Republic, I moved the observance of the anniversary of our independence to this day because a nation is born into freedom on the day when such a people, moulded into a nation by the process of cultural evolution and a sense of oneness born of common struggle and suffering, announces to the world that it asserts its natural right to liberty and is ready to defend it with blood, life, and honor.

While we were seated at the grandstand during the ceremonies, General Aguinaldo thanked me again for the rectification of an erroneous historical practice and then asked: "When will there be an Aguinaldo monument at the Luneta like that of Rizal?" I could not answer the question. The next generation might have the answer.

The following year the same successful celebration was held. The commemoration on the third year was likewise a success.

...

Finally, on August 4, 1964, I signed at Malacañang Republic Act No. 4166 statutorily prescribing June 12 as Philippine Independence Day. Special witnesses invited to the signing were children of Presidents, including Carmen Melencio-Aguinaldo, Manuel Quezon Jr., Maria Osmeña-Charnley, Gerardo Roxas, Tomas Quirino, and my sons Arturo and Diosdado Jr.

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Hmm.. Gets? Psht. Bet. You didn't read it AT ALL. Well.. Maybe you did read the first paragraphs and the last one because you got bored along the way. Well.. I dunno. It's just that History wasn't really in my arena back then and now it's just hitting me in the head saying "What you are now is because of thissss." And I'm like.. "Math is still betterrr..." :)) kidding. :P Well.. It still helps to have an idea about dead people. So when they visit you in the middle of the night, you know what to say to them. :D

Oooh.. By the way. I think the 200 peso bill is dedicated to the Macapagal family. :)) Up front you have Diosdado himself. The other side, you have current President of the islands-Gloria Macapagal-Arroyo.

And since I'm talking about the Presidents here, imma take this opportunity to tell those people out there who wants to oust Pres. Gloria to stop rallying and whatever they're doing right now. You see, back in May 17-08, i was going home from LPEP 2K8 riding a jeepney and there was this parade. Para siyang Santa Cruzan kasi mga naka-gown yung mga babae tapos naka-barong yung mga guys. And guess what? They're not being ushered by flowery arcs(whatever you may call it.) pero they were like holding banners above their heads saying crappy stuff like "Itigil ang kahirapan, paalisin si Gloria" or "Tanggalin si Gloria dahil nakakalurka(nakakaloka)" And they were causing traffic sa taft! And i was like, wtf..

Go home na lang! Kasi they're not making things any better. Yeah yeah.. Gloria's corrupt. Pero lahat naman ata naging corrupt na ehh.. And their actions aren't helping Gloria stop her corruptions din naman.

At kung sakaling matanggal si Gloria, who's gonna take her place? Huh? Can you see anyone AT ALL who can handle our current situation!? As for mee, I can't see anyone else fit to lead us kahit si Pedro Gil pa yan. Kailangan niyo pa maghintay ng more or less 20 years para may maglead sa mga tao ng tama-ako yun. Okay na sigurong tumakbo kapag mga 35 years old na 'di ba? Hihi^^,

Psht. Why am I wasting my time writing thissss!?

Hahaha..

Wait lang.. Isa pang issue. Sa tingin mo ba, may food crisis talaga tayo sa metro? O tinatago lang ng mga Intsik na business people ang mga bigas na pwedeng itinda sa mas mababang presyo. Kasi nga 'di ba, habang tumataas ang demand, bumababa ang supply. Nagtatago lang siguro yang mga merchants para 'pag suuuuper taas na ng presyo, mas malaki kikitain nila 'pag nilabas nila yung mga stock ng bigas. Hehehe.. Pero okay lang.. Pumapayat naman ako dahil sa kanila ehh.. :))

Whew! Wtf.. Hahaha.. Imma stop na. Papa-assassinate nila ako... :)) Ooohh.. WANTED. :P Wanna watch. o.O Sino gusto sumama? :> :> :>

Labels: college, life, lolo, love, movies

Oohh.. Crap!

10:57 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Okaay. I'm back. My countdown for probinsyana mode has officially started. 4 days till it's school, school AND school.

These past two weeks have been pretty special for mee. Don't ask mee why. :)) Um. Before those 2 weeks, i was so eager to go to school kasi i have nothing to do here naman. Please do keep in mind that i was so ready to go to La Salle by May 24 so hangovers are pretty much still on hold of mee back then. Anyway.. These last 4 days that i have, it's as if I don't want them to end naman. Parang biglang ayaw ko naman pumasok. Gets mo ba yun? Haha.. Ehh kasi parang malulungkot ako masyado dun sa elbi.. Here's my schedule. Mga may ayaw sa math: good luck na lang dito. :))

Time	Mon	Tue	Wed	Thu	Fri
7 - 8	NO CLASSES!!! Ü	Math 17	Math 17	Math 17	Math 17
8-9
10-11		BSAM BLK	AMAT 19	PE 1	AMAT 19
11-12
12-1			SOSC 1		SOSC 1
1-2		Math 1		Math 1
2-3
3-4		Eng 2		Eng 2

Hmm.. Lotsa math, huh?

Anywho.. I dreamt about someone last night. Asaar. Cried in my sleep. Here's what happened:

Characters
Person A = The One
Person B = The Intruder
Group ni A = The Group of The One
Mee = Yung cute!? :))
Group ni Mee = No comment. (People who appeared: Janice, Athina, Mark and James)

Setting
SM Las Piñas
Around 2-3PM Saturday: June 14-08

Happening
Farewell kay Ana

Story:

My group and I were walking away from the snack stand to go buy tickets when I saw A

and Group ni A. I was shocked at first. Speechless as I was, I managed to walk straight and join my group in our conversation. As I can't help but to look at their direction again, I saw someone else. Someone I haven't seen before. That's when B came alive, suddenly torturing my conscience. I didn't know what to do. I didn't know what to say. I didn't know how to react. I was frozen right there and then. I can feel my heart ache for a second or two after that. But as love always conquers everything, curiosity got over me and I grabbed my phone and dialled A's number while watching every single move they make.

I felt my spine tingle when A accepted the call. We talked for a minute or two just before I asked A's whereabouts and A answered: "Sa SM, with friends... Ikaw?"
Mee: Ahh.. Friends lang?
A: Um.. Yeah. Bakit?
Mee: As in puro friends lang kasama mo?
A: Oo nga.. Ayan ka nanaman ah.. Bakit ikaw, asan ka ba?
Mee: Sa SM, tinitignan ka.
A: OMG! Where are you?
Mee: Look behind you.
-I hung up and looked at A at the same time A looked at me then I looked away.-

My thoughts that time, "A lied to mee.

And if A can lie about simple things like that, what more about the big things 'di ba? They're cuddling each other for Dumbledore's sake!"

I didn't feel good after that call that I told my friends that I just wanted to go home na lang. It felt so bad that someone you trust can do that to you eh.. My friends, unaware of my current state, prodded me to go watch the movie with them kahit na magkwentuhan lang sa sinehan. I agreed to watch. It was after all my last day together with them being a HS kid kasi kinabukasan, college na ko. I was quiet the whole 5 minutes afterwards-which is quite unlikely kaya it bothered my friends. They asked me if there's anything wrong with me and stuff like that... You know how friends go ballistic when you don't tell them your problems when you're extra super duper sad, right? So i spilled infos pero not entirely everything. I pointed A and B's direction and told them not to look immediately as to A's group might be keeping watch. By the way, A's group were kidding around the black coin drop near the snack bar.

Ehh.. Siyempre. What good is a movie without snacks to go with them?! So.. Being the good friend that I am, I accompanied them to go buy snacks for the 5 of us to keep us comfy while watching the Narnia movie. The route to the snack bar was quite helpful-my group chose to go all the way 'round para lang hindi madagdagan yung depression ko by passing A's group.

The funny thing was: Athina got addicted with the thought of trying to roll coins at that time. We planned the whole scenario in our heads first before proceeding to the exact location. The group kept me as occupied as possible while near the group-not allowing any sense of depression amidst the crowd of A. But since, love is still battling with hatred in my heart, I can't help but to frown and look away every time A's eyes and mine meet which was like thrice.

We then proceeded to the theater just in time to find good seats and make ourselves comfortable. A's group minus B soon came trotting near our seats inside the theater. Turns out to be, they were watching Prince Caspian too. I was furious. Why is A following me?! Although alam kong maaaring nauna silang bumili ng ticket sa amin,nakakaasar pa rin isipin na badtrip ako tapos nandun siya. I was mad. I was betrayed.

Thoughts raced through my head. "Betrayed? You guys aren't even together yet. Wtf are you talking about Ana? There's no commitment. A's free to do anything anytime. You have absolutely no right to think about A like the way you did kanina."

My ego was shattered into pieces.

Pride soon came and devoured my conscience and took guilt and soberness away. Ehh.. At that time when A's group was trotting towards the seats in front of us, my friends were asking lotsa questions about A; how we met, what going on with us recently and stuff like that.

Pride is fertile with strange ideas. Here's the deal: the movie hasn't started yet kaya there are still lights on everywhere. Na-isip ko bigla na patatamaan ko na lang siya. I began to narrate our story as it was(no exxagerations AND lies!) to my friends ending it with this paragraph:

"Kaya nga hindi ko akalain na magagawa niya ito ehh.. Kala ko talaga seryoso na. Nakakalungkot kasi pinagkatiwalaan ko siya ng sobra tapos may iba pala siya. Parang nawalan tuloy ng saysay yung araw araw kong unli para sa kanya. Tss.. Minahal ko pa man din. Ayy.. Hindi pala. Mahal ko pa pala siya hanggang ngayon."

I don't know why or what took A over the edge that A stood up almost immediatley after I uttered my last sentence saying:

"Ano ba ang problema mo? Hindi naman kami nun eh! Kaibigan ko lang siya pero may gusto siya sa akin. Akala mo naman kasi ganun akong tao! Ehh hindi naman.. Yada-yada-yada-yada Mahal kita ana!"

Pootek. THAT. THAT took me over the edge. And I think A's group felt me explode inside at that time that they immediately held A back. The lights went off almost immediately after they sat down and the trailers started to play before us. After what seemed like forever, the trailers ended and the movie itself entered the screen. Just as so, Ana entered an ice cream shop looking for her comfort food: Strawberry ice cream.

I went out of the cinema in a daze. Back there inside, I asked my friends if I could leave na and go look for my comfort food. I told them to just text me na lang if they wanna see me after the movie, that is, if I'm still at SM by that time.

Finding DQ wasn't hard. I ordered the usual strawberry ice cream with chocolate stuff in it to help me get through my state of mind.

Hours later, the movie soon ended and lights were on again. My friends stood up and were about to leave when A began to freak out while asking them where I was. Honest as they were, they told A that I was looking for my comfort food kanina pa bago magstart yung movie. The weird thing was naalala bigla ni A yung comfort food ko kasi i've mentioned it ata before sa kanya. So anyway. Naabutan nila ako sa DQ, finishing my 6th blizzard.

And they were like.. "Ana!

Naka-anim ka?"

To be Continued.. :))

3 things I'm thankful for:
1. I didn't kill myself in my dream.
2. I didn't hurt A in my dream.
3. It was all a dream.

Lol.

Oooohh.. By the way.. Remember the post down there entitled "Psht."? Well.. Check the first paragraph out para makarelate kayo sa ikwekwento ko.. Hihi^^, Uh.. Done? Not yet!? Faster... Read it first. Done? Okaay.. Uh.. I tried to do it sa kanya kagabi. Like.. Hindi ako nagsabi nung kinalimutan din niya sabihin before. I waited for like 30 minutes? Pero sadly parang wa effect sa kaniya kung hindi ko sinabi sa kanya. After all, it's not a duty naman. Therefore concluding na hindi pa talaga tight ang ties of both sides. Gets? Well.. Nvm. :P Not expecting more than what i have now. Tska bumigay din ako kasi tinext ko din siya nun after nung 30 minutes. :)) Rofl.

Haha.. Ciao! :P

Labels: college, life, love, weird

TAGAG-TAGAG-TAGAG.

6:39 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Instructions:
1. Tag 7 people before answering this stuff.
2. Do not peek at the questions below or even try to remember it while reading.
3. Replace the 20 random friends of the one who tagged you with your own 20 random friends.
4. Don't create a particular order, it will make the game boring.
5. Answer the questions below after.

20 random names:
1.) James B.
2.) Mark DM.
3.) Athina Uy
4.) Jamie B.
5.) Joel A.
6.) Eula G.
7.) CJ V.
8.) Brian Bux
9.) Emman S.
10.) Janice S.
11.) Levi L.
12.) Mark J.
13.) Krizia O.
14.) Ivan V.
15.) Erwin D.
16.) Sir Eman
17.) Mikee M.
18.) Jp T.
19.) Jomi DG.
20.) Kevin L.

Questions:
1. What if #7 told you he/she likes you?
CJ! Wtf. Haha.. Di ko siya papansinin.. >:)

2. What if #15 and #17 dated?
Mikee at erwin! Omgoodnesss... Uh.. Okaaay lang kaso taken na sila pareho ehh..

3. What if di mo nakilala si #19?
Jomi! Aww.. Wala na kong ma-aasar kay athina.. Hihi^^,

4. What if nagsuntukan/nagsampalan kayo ni #16?
Sir Eman! Haha.. Okaay lang! Anu sir, laban ka? :))

5. What if #1 is a lost sibling?
James! Haha.. Edi suuuper masaya! Kwentuhan to the max! Tska if ever.. Babayaran ako ni janice ng 50 pesos para dun sa deal namin dati. Haha.. :P

6. What do you like about #4?
Jamie! Uh.. Mabait. :D Tapos suuuper trustworthy. Makulit tska andyan lang palagi para sa'yo. :P

7. What do you hate about #10?
Janice! Haha.. Ba't dito natapat pangalan mo? Haha.. Uh.. Wala naman. Nung una, people pleaser siya. Ehh kinalaunan, medyo nagbago naman. Ayaw ko din nung gasta lang siya ng gasta porket mayaman siya. Haha.. :))

8. What is the most memorable moment you had with #12?
Porks! Uh.. Ano nga ba? Hmm.. Nung kumain kaming dalawa sa Jollibee tapos kung anu-ano ang pinag-uusapan namin. Masaya yun.. :D

9. What things do you have in common with #5?
Joel! Uh.. Pareho kaming inosente sa love life. Haha.. Pareho kaming makulit at mahilig kumain.

10. What is the worst thing #20 did to you?
Kevin! Uh.. Ewan ko. 'Pag natatapakan siguro niya pagkatao ko. (Drama mode.)

11. Would you love #2?
Mark DM! Hmm.. 'pag 'di na siya heartthrob, oo. :))

12. Would you die for #6?
Eula! Hmm.. Depende. :))

13. Would you kill # 15 for a million dollars?
Erwin! Nooooo.. :P

14. Would you marry #14?
Ivan! If i ACCIDENTALLY fall for him. Nyaha.. :))

15. Would you trade places with #3?
Athina! NO. Masyadong magulo ang buhay niya para sa akin.

16. What present would you give to #18 on Christmas?
JP! Uh.. Kikay kit? Joke.. Siguro bagong makeover, :P

17. What do you envy about #8?
Bux! Hmm.. Wala. :))

18. What would you do if #17 became a homosexual?
Mikee! Wtf. Impossible. Pero, if ever.. Okay lang. Kaibigan ko ehh..

20. What would you do if #13 and #11 fought?
Levi and Krizia! Uh.. Wala. Hindi ako mangengealam. Unless humingi sila ng tulong. :))

21. Describe #11.
Levi! Uh.. Papansin katulad ko. Hmm.. Matalino sa math? Officer sa rotc. Makulit at mayabang. :P

22. If there would be a #21, who would it be?
Hmm.. Si Ralph Ty?

23. What is #10's catch phrase?
Janice! Uh.. Baklita.. :))

24. Do you think you and #3 could date?
Mee and Athina! Uh.. Oo, kain lang pero kasama si janice para may magbabayad. :P Joke.

25. Did you ever dream of #18?
Jp! Noooo... I would be dead by now if ever. :))

I tag Bux, Krizia, Cee, Kat, Lin, Yhen and Eunice

*tagged by nix*

Labels: bored, tag, weird

MunSci hangover.

12:59 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Here's an article done by StoicAss here.. I got this though from Sir Eman's blog. Hope they don't mind if I post it here.

SA LAHAT NG mga lugar, ang Mataas na Paaralang Pang-Agham ng Muntinlupa ang talagang espesyal sa akin. Kasama ng aking mga kaibigan, itinuring namin itong aming maliit na mundo. May pagkamalayo kasi ito sa kabihasnan. Matatanaw mo mula rito ang bayan ng Rizal sa kanluran, at maraming bahay sa ibabaw ng mga tiyakad at mga buklod para sa mga isda sa silangan. Katabing-katabi nito ang payapang baybayin ng Laguna. Minsan, may hindi kanais-nais na amoy na nagmumula sa lawa. Dulot ito marahil ng mga oil spills at industrial wastes ng mga karatig na pagawaan ilang taon na ang nakararaan. Kapag high tide naman, sapat na ang kaunting ulan upang bumaha nang ilang pulgada sa paaralan.

Nakilala ko ang mga pinakatotoong kaibigan sa aking buhay sa kantinang mala-palengke sa ingay at parang lata ng sardinas kapag nagsasabay-sabay kumain ang mga mag-aaral mula sa lahat ng antas. Noong una’y para akong kometang hindi alam kung saan patutungo, ngunit nang pumasok ako’t kumain sa kantina, maraming nakipagkilala at nakipagkuwentuhan sa akin. Naging palagay ang loob ko sa kanila dahil napakarami pala naming pagkakapareho. Itinuring ko nang mga kapatid silang mga batchmates at schoolmates ko.

Natuto ako ng mga leksyong pang-akademiko at pang-araw-araw sa mga silid-aralang tamang-tama lamang ang laki para sa mga diskusyong pangklase, pagdiriwang, at kung minsan, mga palaro. Saksi ang kanilang apat na pader sa alitan at pagbabati, pagliligawan at pakikipag-break, kopyahan at debate, sayawan at kantahan at iba pang aktibidad na ikinasasakit ng ulo ng aming mga guro. Narinig na nila kaming magreklamo tungkol sa mahihirap na pagsusulit, mag-iyakan sa mabababang marka at magsigawan sa mga nababalitaang panalo ng paaralan. Ito ang aming santuaryo, ang aming proteksyon laban sa mga “masasama”: mapa-tao, panahon o damdamin.

Nagmahal, nadapa, nakipagkasiyahan at nasaktan ako sa mga pasilyong wari’y pinahiran ng sebo. Dito ako tinanong ng aking kabarkada kung maaari siyang manligaw sa akin, at dito ko rin siya tinanggihan. Dito kami umiyak ng aking matalik na kaibigan nang malaman naming hindi kami nanalo sa isang rehiyonal na patimpalak sa pamamahayag. Dito nagdiwang ang buong batch matapos ang pinakahuling peryodikong pagsusulit ng aming ikaapat na taon. Sa mga pasilyong ito parang nadulas rin ang oras at napakabilis na dumaan sa harap naming lahat.

Naranasan ko ang kakaibang relasyon ng mga guro, mag-aaral, kawani at administrasyon sa faculty room na napakaliit para sa dalawampung mahigit na guro. Malaya ang mga mag-aaral na makipag-usap sa mga guro, siyempre, kung hindi sila abala sa gawaing pampaaralan. Kung gaano nagyeyelo sa lamig sa loob ng silid, ganoon naman kainit ang pagtanggap at pang-unawa sa amin ng mga itinuring na naming pangalawang magulang.

Seryoso ang lahat kapag oras ng klase, ngunit sa pagtatapos ng araw ay magkakaibigan kaming lahat. Kung makapagsasalita lamang ang mga kahel na pader at malawak na quadrangle ng paaralang ito, sila na ang makapagsasabi kung bakit ko ito minahal, at kung.gaano ko pa ito patuloy na mamahalin.

Nagtapos na ako sa mataas na paaralan, ngunit nasa puso ko pa rin ang pagiging MunScian. Dito, napatunayan kong sa iba’t ibang planeta man tayo manggaling, tayo’y nasa iisang kalawakan at maaaring magtagpo ang ating mga bituin.

Labels: life, munsci, weird

Stupid bunnies. >:)

6:51 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Mee rabbits. Mee don't miss them. >:) Muahahahaha.. :)) They really mess things up when outside their cage. They pee anywhere and everywhere! And you havta feed them twice a day. You havta drain their pee kasi it smells so bad.

Pero it all comes down to this: Why do PEOPLE out there still love 'em?

Because they arrrre cuuutte. ;;)

(Pero mas cute naman ako di ba?)

Rabbits are herbivores who feed by grazing on grass, forbs, and leafy weeds. In addition, their diet contains large amounts of cellulose, which is hard to digest. Rabbits solve this problem by passing two distinct types of feces: hard droppings and soft black viscous pellets, the latter of which are immediately eaten. Rabbits reingest their own droppings (rather than chewing the cud as do cows and many other herbivores) in order to fully digest their food and extract sufficient nutrients. Ewww... Reingest their own droppings means they eat their poo.

House Rabbits typically have an indoor pen or cage and a rabbit-safe place to run and exercise, such as an exercise pen, living room or family room. Rabbits can be trained to use a litter box and some can learn to come when called. Their diet typically consists of unlimited Timothy hay, a small amount of pellets, and a small portion of fresh vegetables. House rabbits are quiet pets, and are not as well suited for households with unsupervised small children. The rabbit can become frightened by loud noises and can be harmed by mishandling. Caring for a pet rabbit teaches appropriately aged children valuable responsibilities.

~ article here.

Hmm.. You getting pretty bored na, right? So stop reading. Kasi i dunno what or WHO prompted mee to write this.

Ciao! :P

Labels: bored, weird

F-A-I-T-H.

5:21 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

The pastor kanina was talking about walking by faith. Now, you think you know everything about it, huh? Well i was kinda shocked kanina na ngayon ko lang 'yun napansin na totoo. Ha ha.. Well.. What i've learned: no one doesn't have faith. In every single thing you do, you continue to show your faith. In example, you ride an airplane-you don't even know the pilot pero you still have faith in him that he'll fly you to your destination 'di ba? Another example, you're driving and you see the traffic signs like "no U-turns", you have faith that no one in his/her right mind would execute a u-turn there 'di ba?

Hmm.. Another thing learned: It doesn't really matter if you're faith is big or small, it's what you trust in that makes it worthwhile. In example, you are about to jump from a plane wearing a parachute strap. When you jump, you put your faith in the parachute and the parachute will take over you. Whether you have a small amount of faith or a big one, basta the parachute is working, you're alive. Ehh 'pag sira at walang binatbat ang parachute mo? Trust mee, kahit gaano kalaking faith ang ilaan mo for the parachute, patay ka pa rin 'pag bagsak. D'ya get the point? I mean, it really matters sa kung kanino mo inilalaan ang faith mo. And guess what? *Lemme hear you say: What?* Hihi^^, You havta put your faith in someone who's strong enough to protect you, who's tried and tested na, who's the only one who can give you evrything you'll evr ask for-you havta put your faith in God. :P

Next topic.

May pasok na lahat by tuesday. T-T Wula na kong kausap! Rrr.. I wanna go to school naaaa.. Handang handa na ko. As iin. Kaso 'pag pumasok na ako, medyo mawawalan na ko ng means of communication. Kasi naman 'di ba? Probinsya na ang tulugan ko. Tska ang mahal nung computer shop nila-22 per hour. Mamumulubi ako. 600 per week lang ako. 1 meal na lang kasi proproblemahin ko ehh.. Board and lodging kasi yung pinasok kong boarding house. Eh panu yun, magpapaload pa ko lagi? Haii.. T.T Tapos mawawalan na ko ng pwet! 2 oras na byahe papunta palang dun. Lol. Rrr.. Anyway.. Excited na talaga ako kasi papasok na si emman sa 'teneo. Excited akong malaman kung anung mangyayare sa kanya. Tska si Bux, papasok na rin.. Excited na ko sa post niya. :)) Lol.

Eto na lang muna. Next time na lang yung iba. :P

Labels: college, life, love, uplb

Weirdest post ever.. T-T

1:01 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

5 TIPS TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH THE FIRST STAGE

Although not the best example to model yourself with, I learned these tips from other people's real life experiences. Hmm.. You may or may not follow these patterns pero I hope you'd get the point. Some may not be applicable for some situations kaya do be careful. Hmm.. First things first. What's first stage? Well.. It's a stage wherein you two are like getting to know each other pa lang-getting to know each other pero there's this hidden emotion in your side that keeps on telling you that s/he's reaally something special. Get it?

1. When you two get to talk to each other either thru ym/phone/text or whatever your means of communication is, just let HER talk about herself. She likes to anyway... Pero when it's your turn to talk, make sure you have something nice to say about yourself.

ex.
You: Do you like books?
Victim: Yeah.. I just love Twilight, don't you just love that plot of Stephenie Meyer? It's so cool isn't it? I also like Gossip Girl, their covers are amazing. You just havta love it. I like a lot of other books pero I won't mention it here na.. You know, like the Narnia series, yada-yada-yada.. Ikaw, do you like books?
You: Uh.. Yeah. Pero I like mangas better. Ha ha.. D'ya like ice cream?
Victim: Ooohh.. Love ice cream? Are you kidding me? Of course I love ice cream.. I like cookies and cream the best. Pero coffee crumble's nice too. I don't like strawberry that much though.. It's like really weird, yada-yada-yada-yada-yada.. Ikaw, do you like ice cream?
You: Uh.. No.

Get it? Just let HER talk. Pero when she likes something, it doesn't mean that you havta like it too. You have to create this image in her head na you're different. You're interesting. You're cool. Pero not really. The thing is, you just havta be yourself.

2. When things go wrong and you have a misunderstanding, believe in yourself. Not that, you'd stand your ground or something.. Rather, you should believe in your power to make things a-okay again for you too. You have to believe in the power of saying sorry.

ex.
Victim: Wth is wrong with you? Your not like that naman when I first talked to you eh.
You: Wadidaido?
Victim: Nothing.
You: Aw... C'mon. Try me.
Victim: Sabi ko nga wala 'di ba?
You: Okaay. Pero kung ano man yun, just wanna say sorry.
Victim: Yeah, riggght.
You: Just tell me and i won't do it again.
Victim: W.
-do not reply-
Victim: Oh, ba't 'di ka na nagtetext?
You: Kasi ayaw ko nang nagagalit ka eh..
Victim: Anu kinalaman nun?
You: Lahat. Basta sorry na ah..
-I promise, solve na yun.-

It actually depends nga pala.. You shouldn't curse her/him before this exchange of words are said. And many more things like, hindi mo pinamigay number niya sa isang skwater etc..

Not only that.

Kasi sometimes you argue about stuff and sa tingin mo, wala na talaga, like parang ganon. Recently i learned that you should just give him/her time. And if that doesn't work either, just give it up. Learning that something isn't reaally for you pero you still pursue it and gain it through force(in this case, it may be like, backstabbing, blackmailing or rape or whatever.), you're stupid. You should, like, learn to accept the fact that s/he isn't reaally for you. Pero don't give up when you're really not yet sure if you can fix it or not. Get it?

3. When the going gets tough, the tough goes to the dictionary. You should widen your range of words. Do more research and use different terms. You could give them a twist in the wind when you do that. And it makes you more interesting to look at. More of ambiguous.

ex.
Victim: You sleeping already?
You: Nah.. I'll hit the sheets in 20 minutes.

4. You should be honest. Honest about you're identity and honest about your status. Don't try fooling him/her that you're rich and everything when you're just plain middle class. The identity part? Just be yourself. You don't have to act all formal or try to be classic just to impress him/her.

I can't think of an example eh.. Hihi..^^,

5. Compliment him/her. Everybody wants to feel goodie about themselves, rigght? Don't forget to comment on how s/he looks good in his/her multiply/friendster/blog account. Never forget to reassure him/her that they're really sweet or that they're really making your heart beat twice as much faster. Pero don't lie just so s/he gets flattered. As i've said before: Be honest.

Victim: What are you doing right now?
You: I'm browsing through your pictures.. Why?
Victim: Oooh.. Don't. I'm ugly!
You: Nah.. You aren't. You're B-E-A-U-T-I-F-U-L.
Victim: No, I'm not. (pero flattened na siya niyan..)
You: Yes you are.
Victim: Noo..
You: Yes.
Victim: No.
You: Yes.
Victim: Sabi nang hindi eh!
You: Kahit na anu pang sabihin mo.. You'd always be beautiful to me.
Victim: Aww.. :* So sweet. :x

See? That's how you compliment each other. In this case, the victim has to show that the compliment worked on her para hindi lugi yung isa. In some cases, this isn't applicable. Like, 'pag ayaw talaga nung tao ng compliments at lagi siyang naaasar 'pag ganun.. Get it?

2 TIPS TO HELP YOU GET THROUGH THE in between FIRST AND SECOND STAGE

What is in between first and second stage? It's the part wherein either one of you two admits that s/he is thinks that the other individual is special to him/her. Get it? uh.. No? Well.. It's when one of the two tells the other that s/he is someone who is different from the rest.

Are you in this stage? A stage wherein somebody says three words that you know would change your relationship with him/her either for the best or for the worst? Well.. I, my friend, am writing this for you.

Situation #1
The victim falls into trap and slips in his/her words. (Most likely, it's the girls na nauunang nadudulas, men are more careful in the use of their words.) Don't let her notice that she did. Just go with the flow of being a friend. But if the situation persists, just go for it.

ex.
Victim: I think i like you.
You: Huh?
Victim: Uh.. *stammers if ever nasa phone* You know.. The way you talk and uh.. I dunno. I just feel diff'rent 'bout you. I don't even know why.
You: Hmm.. I like you too. :P
Victim: Um.. As a friend, right?
You: Uh.. Yeah?
Victim: Aah.. Okaay.
You: Bakit, whadid you expect ba? Enemies? :))
Victim: Um.. Wala lang. Just expected something stupid. :P What are you doing? (Iibahin ang topic)
You: Aww.. C'mon. Anu ngaaaaa?
Victim: Haha.. Wala yun. It's something stupid and I know it will never be. Ahaha.. Nevermind.
-Dito pa lang alam mo na ang patutunguhan nito. When this kind of opportunity comes along, don't let it go.-
You: Uh.. Like more than friends?
Victim: Damn. But yeah, whatever. Not gonna happen right? No big.
You: (overjoyed/ecstatic and state pero 'wag ipapahalata..) Uh.. Why not? Haha..
-Kayo na bahala afterwards.- ;)

Situation#2
When s/he tells you that s/he loves you, you don't have to tell him/her that you love them too unless it's TRUE. You are so panget if you do that. :)) Anyway, you shouldn't lie about your feelings just for the sake of saving whatever you have right now. Kasi in the end if you're still not in love with him/her, siya ang mahihirapan/masasaktan so final result, masasaktan ka din kasi nasaktan mo siya.. So if you really care for him/her, you should always say what's reaaaally inside you. Okay?

ex.
Victim: Hey, I havta sleep early eh. Don't forget to eat your dinner, okaay?
You: Um. Okaay.. Why d'ya have to sleep early ba?
Victim: Basketball practice with the guys tomorrow eh. Bakit?
You: Uhh.. Wala lang. Lol. Night! Ily. :*
Victim: Um. Okaaay.. Haha.. Sweet dreams! >:D<

**I can't think of anything right now. My mind's messed up. I'll update this na lang.. ..or NOT. :)) Haii.. Rrr...
Mee pissed offff right now. Byyye.

Mee updated at 5.00PM added nos. 4 and 5.
Mee updated at 3.20PM-june7 added situation #1
Mee updated at 5.34PM-june8 added sit#2

Labels: bored, life, weird

Nearly one at last.

9:58 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Enrollment namin sa elbi kahapon. And going there for the third time na this month, I readied myself to be bored the entire trip. But being the genius that I am, I still forgot to bring my cube with me. Good thing I brought my phone to keep me alive but the flipping side ay nakalimutan kong i-charge yung phone overnight. Haii.. Buti na lang na-lowbat nung pauwi na.

Imma start from the top, okaay?

I told my dad that we we're leaving at around 5.30 AM the night before. Sabi ko kasi sa kanya that I dunwanna fall in line AGAIN like we did last time. Remember the medical post? Hmm.. Well.. My bro and I stayed up later than usual that night to watch Johnny English for the nth time. We finally settled down when the clock read 11.30 PM and guess what? My dad was already deep in his sleep and literally hugging his people. :P

Came in the sun next morning. Guess what time we woke ourselves up? Ha ha.. 5.30 AM! My mom was fuuuriouss.. The funny/annoying thing? My dad was still drooling in his dreams. Ha ha.. Asaar eh.. Parang hindi tatay. Kidding. So.. Ayon, madali kami na madali kaya nawala na sa isip ko na dalin yung cube.

We arrived safely sa elbi at around 8.20 AM. And what a site to see! Guess what was there waiting for us when we stepped into the building? Kelangan pa bang pag-isipan?! Whoosh! A VERY VERRY VERRRY LOOOONG line. As in sa sobrang haba niya, we had to walk pa up to the end of the hall-like area. I saw Erwin and his tita and mom. Ayoko naman singitan yung iba di ba? Kaya ayun, sa dulo na ko pumunta. Buti na lang sinamahan muna ako ni Erwin at yung nanay na lang niya ang pumila para sa kaniya.. Ayun, kwentuhan kami. Buti na lang may dala siyang pamaypay kasi ang INIIIIITT. Sa sobrang init, na-dehydrate ako. Nagpabili pa ko ng inumin sa tatay ko. Si Erwin, tagatak ang pawis sa likod. Pano ba naman? Naka-polo pa siya. Ha ha.. Napagtripan nga niyang lumapit dun sa mga panel windows, nagbabakasakaling malamig dun sa area na yun. Sadly, hindi siya pinalad.

Anyway, wala pa siyang medical nung mga panahon na yun. Sabi niya sa akin, baka daw pwedeng to be followed na lang. Kaya ayun, iniwan din niya ko nung tinawag na siya ng nanay niya. Edi mag-isa nanaman ako. Funny thing is naalala ko yung cellphone ko bigla. Nakakatawa siya actually. Kasi ganito.. Bago ako umalis ng bahay, 4 katext ko.. Nung nasa bus, 1 na lang tapos hindi pa consistent magreply(tulog kasi ng tulog..). Nung nasa jeep papauntang college, 1 na lang(pero ibang tao naman: Janice, can you hear me? Haha.. Define an angle? ) Pag dating ko sa elbi, nawalan ako ng katext. Hindi ko talaga alam nung una kung naligaw lang yung messages nila kasi nasa probinsya ako tas yung mga katext ko nasa maynila o kung hindi na talaga sila nagrereply. Ha ha.. So anyway.. Going back. Naalala ko yung cellphone ko. As iin wala pa ring nagtetext.. Ayun, cinonfirm ko kay janice kung busy na siya sa school. Tinext ko na rin si erwin para lang may magawa. Soon finding out na dumating na pala yung prof nila janice at si erwin ay nasa hospital na at nagpapamedical. Haii..

From 8.30 AM - 10.43 AM, nakatayo ako at nakapila. Kamusta naman yun di ba? At eto pa.. Banas ako kasi 1 na lang yung space sa inbox ko nung time na yun. Aba! Tyempong tyempo naman itong mga katext ko at lahat nagtext bigla Para ba akong pinagtulungan? Hindi naman nananadtad kundi kinakausap talaga ako. Haii.. Ayun, nabuhay ulit yung cellphone ko. Mga pito silang nagsisipagtext at nag-aagawan dun sa 1 space na natitira sa memory ng inbox ko. Meaning to say, kada-text, bura, text-bura-text-bura. Eh pano na yun? May nagtext tapos gusto ko isave yung message niya kasi ang kyut? Edi hanap ako ng pwedeng burahin. Grabe.. Bawat scroll down ko, vibrate ng vibrate phone ko! Nataranta ako. Eh malapit na ko sa pila non kaya kailangan nang aregluhin yung papers and documents ko. Graaaabe. Badtrip eh.. Pero okay lang.. Masaya naman ako 'pag may katext eh.. Basta unli.. :P

So anyway, after kong pumila for two hours, nakatapos na din ako. Punta na kami sa ibang window. Nung nalaman ng tatay ko na ang ITR pala ng nanay ko ay mababa, nagsipursigi sa pag-iinquire tungkol sa STFAP. Ayun tuloy, nilakad namin hanggang SU. Ang layoo.. T.T Pagkatapos namin mag-inquire at bumili ng form, naawa sa akin yung tatay ko at sumakay na kami ng jeep papuntang Admission's office. Nakakatawa kasi pagdating namin dun, binigyan kami ng papel tapos kailangan daw namin isulat ang serial number ng bawat paper bill na dala namin! Ha ha.. Buti na lang 20,000+ lang ang tution nila at hindi katulad ng sa La Salle na 60K kundi 60 serial numbers din yun di ba? Eh pano pa kaya kung tig-fafive hundred ang dala mo? Doble doble.. Yung isang nanay nakita ko may 100 at 200 bills pa. Naaawa tuloy ako. :/

Ayun, after all the walking and filling up forms, natapos na din akong mag-enroll. Pero by the time na nakaalis na kami sa campus, sumakit na ulo ko. Kain kami sa Mcdo saglit ng lunch before we hit ng road home. Actually dapat manunuod pa kami ng prince caspian sa sinehan kaso masakit talaga masyado ulo ko at hindi na kami tumoloy ng tatay ko.

Got home, changed clothes tapos bagsak sa kama. Eh may katext pa ko. Hindi ko maiwan tska ayaw ko rin naman tumigil kakatext kaso masakit talaga ulo ko. Nagkamisunderstanding bigla tapos naasar ako, hindi ko na lang nireplayan. Nagpahinga na lang muna ako saglit. After like 1 hour, nagtext ulit- nagsorry. Ha ha.. Ishare ba naman dito eh no? :)) Pagbangon ko non, ang init ko. Mee HOT. B-) Kidding. Nilagnat ako bigla. Ayun. Di na ko nakapagcomp. Asar eh.. Tulog akong maaga, tulog lang ng tulog hanggang sa nagising na ko at naghilamos tapos tinaype ko dito yung nangyari. Ayun na. Ha ha..

Therefore leavin' you with this sentence: Mee nearly a freshie.

Labels: bored, college, life, parents, uplb

Tagging is dengerus. :))

2:49 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

You share 8 things that your readers don't know about you. Then at the end you tag 8 other bloggers to keep the fun going.

* each blogger must post these rules first.

* each blogger starts with eight random facts/habits about themselves.

* bloggers that are tagged need to write on their own blog about their eight things and post these rules.

* at the end of your blog, you need to choose eight people to get tagged and list their names.

* don't forget to leave them a comment telling them they're tagged, and to read your blog.

1. I don't smoke or drink bad stuff. Mee clean. : D

2. Mee don't watch tv. We don't have one!

3. I fly kites on windy days. :P

4. I doodle when bored.

5. I love mini m&ms more than snickers.

6. I don't do good in drawing people. I can only draw stick figures. : (

7. Mee luurve strawberries. =P~

8. I don't like people who toy with other people's feelings. >:P

I dunwanna tag anybody. :D Mee goodie eh.. Hmm.. EXTRA EXTRA: For those who dunno who I'm talking about in my last post, secret muna. Pero to YOU,YOU know who you are. :> Imma gonna post another entry about it soon, keep watch! : D

*tagged by pauline*

Labels: bored, tag, weird

Ang mundo. Bow.

2:06 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Humangin. Natangay ako. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako tinangay sa bigat kong to. Naisip ko tuloy na baka nagpatangay lang ako. Napaka-tangang desisyon. Kung hindi ako nagpatangay, edi sana may sarili akong direksyon. Hindi katulad nito na nahihirapan ako sa hila at hampas ng hanging pumapalupot sa akin na kapag pumalag ka, mas lalo ka lang masasaktan. Bakit ganito? Bakit walang makaintindi sa akin? Bakit ba ang hirap makisunod? Hindi ba't sabi nila, "Go with the flow!"? Haay.. Ang buhay nga naman oh.

Oo nga. Tama. May mga tao talagang pikon. They want it their way. Mahirap makisama minsan 'pag ganun. Pinipigilan mo kasi yung gusto mong gawin para lang hindi siya magalit sa'yo. Lugi ka. Pero wala kang magawa. Andun na kasi eh. Hmm.. May magagawa ka pa pala 'pag ganun no? Pwede mo pala siya iwan o kaya layuan. Kaso ayaw mo naman yun gawin kasi kahit papaano sumasaya ka 'pag nakaka-usap mo siya. Yung tipong na-eexcite ka na parang palagi mo siyang hinahanap hanap. Parang hindi nakukumpleto yung araw mo 'pag 'di mo siya nakaka-usap man lang? *hihinga ng malalim* Haii..

Maiisip mo na lang bigla na ang problema ay hindi yung taong yun, kundi ikaw mismo. Pero hindi mo pa rin maintindihan yung sarili mo kahit anong klaseng pag-intindi mo. Kasi malabo ang isip mo. Wala kang ma-isip na iba 'pag siya yung iniisip mo. At kahit na ilang beses ka niyang talikuran, nandyan ka pa rin. Nag-aabang ng susunod na pagkakataon para magsorry. Kaya minsan naiinis ka na sa sarili mo kasi wala kang magawa tungkol sa kaniya. Parang gusto mo siyang alisin sa buhay mo pero mas lalo ka lang maiinis sa sarili mo 'pag ginawa mo yun kasi mamimiss mo siya ng sobra.

Magulo talaga ang buhay. Hindi mo na tuloy alam kung anong gagawin mo minsan kasi para kang naiiipit sa sobrang higpit ng tali sa'yo. Yung tipong wala nang say say yung mga bagay bagay kasi ayaw mo sila bigyan ng say say? Magulo na ba ako?

Baka kailangan ko lang ng konti pang panahon. Naiintindihan mo ba ako? Hindi siguro. Masyado akong magulo. Ang bitter ko naman. Kaya ko to. Ako pa. Di ba?

Labels: decisions, life, weird

Coolness overload.

4:38 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

I wanna start of with this question:

"How can you take all the air out of an empty glass?"

At yun lang muna. Gagamitin kasi ng kuya ko yung computer eh.. Ha ha.. Post your answer sa comments nitong post na ito. Ililibre ko ang makasagot nito ng mocha frappe pag nagkapera ako. :)

~edited 3 hours later~

Anyway.. Andito na ulit ako sa harap ng computer kaya pwede ko naituloy ang post na iteech.. Gusto ko lang ikwento sa iyo na nagbabasa nito (kung meron man..) yung message sa church namin kanina. Well.. Wag ka mag-alala, hindi naman lahat isusulat ko... Emphasis lang dun sa nkapag-bullseye sa akin. Here goes..

Well.. Ang main idea nung message kanina ay tungkol sa pagsurrender natin ng 100% kay God. Ang tumama talaga sa kokote ko ay nung sinabi nung pastor na, "sometimes we bargain with God." Tama siya.. Minsan sinasabi nga natin kay God na 'Oo sige, iibibigay ko sa inyo ito pero bigyan niyo naman ako nito...' Halimbawa, sinasabi ni God na tigilan mo na yang laging pagtetext mo kasi dahil doon wala ka nang oras para sa kanya, ang sasabihin mo naman, 'Sige God, itatapon ko itong cellpone ko pero bigyan niyo muna ako ng ipod touch?' Hmmm.. Ganyan ka rin ba?

Weh? Minsan hindi natin iniisip na mali yung ginagawa natin. Sabi pa nga nung pastor kanina na there are only 3 things he can think of na pwede natin gawin tuwing magsisin tayo..

1. Deny it
~"Nah.. Didn't do that. Ako pa!"
2. Try to deal with it only through himself.
~"I can do this."
3. Admit it.
~"I'm sorry. I can't deal with this anymore, I did it."

Yah know? That makes sense too.

...

Think about it for a while. Hmm? I'm all out of words right now. Till here muna.

Labels: games, life

uber far from zenith

One voice. One goal. One song.

ooh.. ecstatic.

back. :>

Kewl. ( :

wirder dan eber.

For Kat. But not entirely. :)

Ooh.. College.

1st daayyy.

The last day.

Happy Father's Day!

Ms. Ephemeral

Wasted. -_- #

Happy indepedence day!

Oohh.. Crap!

TAGAG-TAGAG-TAGAG.

MunSci hangover.

Stupid bunnies. >:)

F-A-I-T-H.

Weirdest post ever.. T-T

Nearly one at last.

Tagging is dengerus. :))

Ang mundo. Bow.

Coolness overload.

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