uber far from zenith

Guys, magpapaalam na ko mamaya. Hindi ko na nasabi sa inyo ng mas maaga. Sorry talaga. Wag kayo mag-alala.. Babalik ako next year. Mamimiss ko kayong lahat. Tinakdang maging ganito ang mga bagay-bagay - wala kayong kasalanan. Ingat kayo palagi ah?

-September.

"In the face of true love, you never give up - even when the
object of your affecton is begging you to."

Banat ni Krizia. XD Pero..

"When you truly love someone, you have to learn to let him/her go
because that's just how it's supposed to be."

Dba? So..

What now?

Now what?

☼ Bert, Merryl and Jo.

2. Where was your default pic taken?

☼ MB108 :)

3. What's your middle name?

☼ Divinagracia

4. Your current relationship status?

☼ Uh.

5. Does your crush like you back?

☼ Next question please? :)

6. What is your current mood?

☼ Happy? :D

7. What's your mom's name?

☼ Elizabeth.

8. What color shirt are you wearing?

☼ White.

9. Would you kiss the last person you kissed?

☼ Uh.

10. If you could go back in time and change something, would you?

☼ No. :)

11. Have a crazy side?

☼ Sure do.

12. Ever had a near death experience?

☼ Nah..

13. What is something you do a lot?

☼ EAT!

14. Angry at anyone?

☼ Nope. :)

15. Do you wanna see somebody right now?

☼ Dying to! Rawr.

16. Do you like drama?

☼ No.

17. When was the last time you cried?

☼ Sept11-08 :(

18. Who would you do anything for?

☼ Family.

19. Who is your hero?

☼ God.

20. What is the one thing you notice first with the opposite sex?

☼ Eyes. :D

22. What's your biggest secret?

☼ Secret! Hehe. :P

23. Where is your ex?

☼ Somewhere over the rainbow..

24. Would you ever take him/her back?

☼ Wut the.

25. Do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows?

☼ Ye'sir!

26. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?

☼ Brownies. =P~

27. Do you speak any other languages?

☼ Does English count?

28. Whats your favorite smell?

☼ Uh. Next question please? :))

29. Describe your life.

☼ Complicated. :]

30. Have you ever kissed in the rain?

☼ Erm..

31. Do you like the rain?

☼ Yep. Plus sopas! :)

32. What are you thinking about right now?

☼ My ENG2 paper. T-T Eek! Help?

33. What should you be doing right now?

☼ My ENG2 paper! LMAO.

34. What is your favorite memory?

☼ Favorite? Hmm.. Secret. :)

35. What are you listening to?

☼ Out of my league.

36. Who was the last person you told I love you ?

☼ Nanay. :)

37. Do you act differently around the person you like?

☼ Not really.

39. What is your natural hair color?

☼ Black. :P

40. Who was/were the last person/people to make you smile?

☼ Merryl and Mark

Hmm.. I have nothing to say.

I just wanna share something.

Hehe, walang masabi pero may ishashare? Labo much? Sorry.

These past few days have been partly awesome, partly scary and partly boring. For one, I've spent more time with friends and special people this week than any other week in my college life. Well.. Almost. Adunno. It seemed like eternity nung mga naunang weeks. You see, I've recently realized that whether you are with yer friends or not, mahahaba pa din ang mga araw dito sa elbi. I mean.. Tuesday pa lang.. Parang Thursday na yung pakiramdam. Pero minsan naman, ang bilis which is really rare in my case. That made this week different. Parang ang bilis na parang ang tagal. Lol. Nvm.

I've met a whole lot of new people this week. Adunno. I feel great. Wee.. XD

Ooh.. Lemme share something else! I didn't play Cabal this week. HAHA. Guess friends are reaaaally that influential, ayt? And speaking about influence, there's something "wrong" with my barkada. LMAO. Not going to share that here. :D It's a sensitive part of our lives - kinda. Wee... XD

Um. Guess this entry's long na.

I got a perfect score sa long exam sa Math17! SO cool.

Ciao! :]

I know that we shouldn't really believe in horoscopes since they're just a bunch of whatevers made by whatever people to make us feel good about ourselves. But.. I found myself clicking open a bulletin in friendster containing such stuff. I laughed my jeepers off while looking for friends within the brackets. HAHAHA. XD Check this out.

ME, Bert and Japs
►CAPRICORN - THE SEXY ONE (12/22-1/19) Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Rare to find. Caring. Smart. Sweet. Loud. Loyal. Beautiful. Goofy. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. They're easy to please. Loves to smile. Has a beautiful laugh. Very patient. Bit of naughty. The one and only. Sincere and very cheeky.

Cheka
►LEO - THE SEX MANIAC (7/23-8/22) Very talkative. Nice to everyone they meet. Their love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and SEXY. Has their own unique appeal. Irresistible. However not the kind of person you wanna mess with, they will kick your ***. You might end up crying.

Ichi

Lol. Funny. But you guys wouldn't relate, you don't know 'em eh.

Bye! :]

Oh man. I feel like it's been a long time since I've reminisced about high school days. I know. I know. I'm just a measly freshman enrolled in a 4yr course and I'm all yada-yada-yada about how long its been since I was a high school student. Hmm.. I don't feel like a college student, ya know?

Entering High School was easy for me. Well.. Not that easy. :D I was confident that my friends would be there for me when I enrolled myself in MunSci. We were a group. The chosen ones. I was rest assured that I'd have good years ahead. They were my grade school buddies - 2 of which are playmates since kindergarten, another from Grade2 and lastly from Grade4. I was about to set foot. I prayed.

Coming from a Christian grade school, I was religiously inclined. I didn't expect things such as those happen to me. Lol. But I guess.. It's okay. ..NOT. ~LMAO. Adunno. Past is past, riggght? :> Anyway..

Lemme see.. My first days weren't that bad. I can still remember vague moments such as lining up outside our classroom with these green lockers and.. Ugh. Whatever. :D Forgot na. Lol. Erm.. I first met new friends namely Mikee and Jonas(Because he had a crush on Eula! Teehee.). Well, they were supposedly a couple - until a guy named Mark intervened. :)) Kidding.^^ Because of some drastic changes in our environment(Hi Carlo! Nirvana.), I became close with Romayne and all the other peeps.

Then there's this girl that has a crush on my best friend, James, and decides to write me letters. Lol. Then disaster struck. MunScians, shut up. LMAO. Anyway, I made the most out of.. Whatever. That story's SO not goin' in my blog. Lol.

Moving on.. I ended my first year in a Science High School with a bang. A bang on my parent's head. LMAO. Not funny. Anyway, d'ya wanna know why? I got a lot of 7's.. I almost failed my Math because of this Math teacher. (FU Cosico!) I didn't like science because of this grammar-inadequate woman. (Sorry ma'am. :3) I didn't like my TLE sub because of this feeling-barbie-teacher. (Ugh. DIE! Lol.) Erm.. And so on and so forth.. Excuses, riggght? Lol.

Anywho.. I wanted to start my 2nd yr life with a crazy stint. It was my chance to get back at people, ya know? Like.. I'm free from my pesky overprotective brother who loves me so much that's why he cares so much for me. (Long pause.) Did I just freakin'..? UGH. Nvm. So.. As I was saying.. I wanna start off with a crazy stint. Sadly, I wasn't able to do that. I just plunged myself in my whatever-ness all over again.

The good thing is.. I kinda excelled in my academics. I encountered the best sub ever, oh hello Geometry!, taught by a not-so-boring-teacher that I loved. I did good in my History too! (Loved Sir Edsel.) I wasn't good in Bio though. :)) But I sure miss Sir Joey Arciaga. ~LMAO.

My 3rd yr experience wasn't any better. But I guess this post is too long for you to take. ~LMAO. I know I'm right. Imma share more about my 3rd and 4th yr exp next post, ayt?

Ciao. :]

M W M W M W M W M W M W M W M W M W M

Riggght? But instead.. The others thought of it this way:

ramble-MWM-ramble

Getget? Erm.. There.

Clap for me! =D> I have created a new layout. :D Ooh.. Lemme rephrase that, I have created a new loser layout! :P Yey! Yey for me! ;)

Erm.. As you guys can see, I haven't written anything for the past few days. -_- Believe it or not, I've been signing in and out of blogger. Lotsa stories to tell pero.. I just can't seem to put it all into words. Have you ever had that feeling or am I just a loser? T-T

Uh. Share ko lang naman.. I'm still undecided if I should take a blog leave just like all the other bloggers have done. -_- Pero.. Adunno. What if something reaaaally awesome happens and.. And.. And.. Ugh. Adunno.

May isa pa akong ishashare. :|

Uh. Today's a Sunday and since it's one of those two days out of a week that we, as a family, dine together - my parents make the most out of it by talking about family stuff. And so.. Kanina, while we were having lunch sa Wendy's, they opened the topic about going to the US. -_- It was okay, I guess, kasi it started off as to where we wanted to go while we stayed there pero.. As the conversation's range of ideas widened, I didn't feel good about it na.

For one, they talked about our relatives over there. (If I may add, they are filthy rich people.) -_- And my brother kept on butting in "Bagong bass! Bagong bass!" And I was like.. "Shut up! You have 3 basses na!" And he was like.. "I'm using it for its purpose naman. Tsaka ministry ko yun.." And I was like.. "Ugh. SHUT UP." And my parents were like.. "AH-naaaa?" Did you get the pronunciation?! Did ya? OMGoodnesssss... It was so freakin' irritating! And my gollywashwasher, I do have a point di ba? UGH!

And there and then.. I realized something. -_-

That I haven't even had something from those filthy rich relatives. I mean.. Yeahyeah. They give me shirts and moolah and other stuff during Christmas plus my birthday pero.. Wala pa kong natatanggap na worthwhile from them. I mean.. Ugh. And then, this was where I think I've made a mistake:

I told my parents, "What if humingi ako ng pambili ng bagong phone sa kanila?".. And they were like.. Staring at me.

-_-

I hate it when they look at me like that. o.o

But nonetheless, di na lang ako nagsalita. Wait till i get my feet on US grounds. Hihingi ako ng madaming madaming pera kada relative na pupuntahan. Tignan lang natin.. Tignan lang talaga natin.. Rawr.

Okay. I may not be the girl that a guy would go gaga over about pero.. Whew! Did I just say that or what? :)) Erm.. Nvm. Anyway, being with a lot of guy friends for like my entire life, I can tell y'all that these are true. :D

Erm.. Just read, ayt?

1) Guys may be flirting around all day but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

2) Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

3) Guys go crazy over a girl's smile. (:

4) A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

5) Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what? Uh. Nevermind." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume that he did something wrong and he'll be obsessed about it, trying to figure it out.

6) If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice. (But if you are a girl-who-have-been-always-there-as-a-friend-type like me, they expect you to.)

7) A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

8) GUYS LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU LOVE THEM!!!

9) Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole heck of a lot.

10)If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

11)If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and he is really thinking about something

12) When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is.

13)When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me"

14)If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something is up.

15) When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking about something.

16) Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them

17)A guy would give the whole world up to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

18)No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

19)NOT ALL GUYS ARE RUDE!!! Just because ONE is RUDE doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

20)WHEN A GUY SACRIFICES HIS SLEEP AND HEALTH JUST TO TALK TO YOU, HE REALLY LIKES YOU AND WANTS TO BE WITH YOU AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE.

21)Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you, he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life. (But not applicable to bitches. :P)

Our visas arrived yesterday! :D And guess what? WHAT? 10 years ang binigay sa amin! :)) Cool huh? I didn't expect that though.. Kasi I thought they would give us 6mos lang kasi our getaway's going to happen at december pa. -_-" I mean.. That's so cool riggght?

Flashback: It was a friday and we were having a long exam in Math17 that morning. Our interview was scheduled at around 2.00PM so I havta leave by 8AM to arrive at Muntinlupa at around 10AM and leave Muntinlupa by 10.3oPM so we can arrived at the embassy by 1.0oPM. Anyway.. I was rushing through the questions sa long exam just so I can leave as early as possible which was SO not cool kasi I only got a freaking 80% sa long exam na yun. -_- Anywho.. I left early as my mom told me to do so..

The bus ride was slower than usual. They were trying to get as much passengers as the can kasi it was a morning and I think that's just how they roll when it's pretty early.. I arrived late sa bahay. I think it was around 11PM na when I got there. I thought my Mom was going to yell at me and all those things kasi I was late but na-uh.. I was surprised to see her eating na and she told me to eat na din kasi we weren't eating until after the interview.

I didn't know the details pa as to how to answer the consult so they briefed me during the car ride. I fell asleep pa nga kasi it was a very very long ride. We picked my bro up pa in a street somewhere.. Ugh. I forgot the street's name na. -_-" Anyway.. Sa trip lang na yun ko nalaman na may Cafe pala ang Mrs. Fields. :D HAHA. xD Loser much? Sahreee..

Finding a parking lot was so hard we havta wait pa for another car to pull up. After successfully parking, we went out and crossed a very busy street to the embassy.

I was shocked. Kasi.. Outside the gate were lots of military men wearing military uniforms with the guns and everything. At first, I thought.. This is cool. Pero.. My thoughts were quickly altered when they began to talk to the people in a rude manner. I guess they were trained that way pero.. I don't think it's right either. The people they were talking to were executives and at the peak of their specializations and they were freaking scolding at them. I mean.. They should be trained to be a little more courteous.

So there was this line outside and we lined ourselves up. We ended up in a room ventilated by fans where we had to wait for our number to be called. The ambiance was tiring. -_-; When it was our turn na we had to do line up once more for the finger scanning process. It was dreadful man! >_< style="font-style: italic;">very VERY hard time in following the person giving instructions. I started to ask myself if we were in the right place kasi people were so dumb. Anyway.. We had ours scanned and it turned out fine naman daw. (0o,) w00t!

Now we're headed to the air-conditioned room na which I thought would be quite refreshing. Pero.. It was filled with people who were with us sa line kanina. And it was depressing. o.O So we waited for our turn na lang din which was quite faster than usual. When it was our turn to be questioned, we went to this panel thingy.. And this is how our conversations turned out to be:

Consult: Hi there! Are you a family?
ME: *talking to meeself* DUH!?
Nanay: Yeah.
Consult: Okay.. Beth? How old is your school?
N: 13 years.
C: How many teachers do you have?
N: 14 teachers and I have 3 other staffs.
C: Are you the principal?
N: Yes. And I own it too.
C: Why are you going to the US?
N: We're planning to visit his(tatay) sister and to take a vacation this december there.
C: And where are you planning to stay?
N: Nevada, her sister's house.
C: *talking to my dad*Is your sister an american citizen already?
Tatay: No, not yet. But her husband is.

... (and so on and so forth)
fast forward to me :D

C: Ana?
ME: Yeah?
C: How old are you?
M: 15. I'm turning 16 this year though.. :s
C: So you're studying at the U of the RP..
M: Yep. :D
C: Aren't you too young to be a college student?
M: I know, riggght?
C: Haha, so what are you studying?
M: Applied Mathematics. :>
C: Do you know your Calculus?
M: Yep.
C: Okay.. Can you define a derivative?
M: *laughing* I can't. I don't memorize stuff.
C: Do you think I do? *laughs*
M: I don't think so. :))
C: Cool. Cause I don't. :D

Tada! :D Cool huh? :>

Well.. I havta leave soon. I have to interview someone pa in Makati before going to elbi eh.. :D

See you guys round! (I promise to write as much entries as possible this week.)
Btw, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ROBIN KIRSTIE PIRAMIDE! :D

Bukas na yung open letter. ;)

Byyye! :-h