erm.. :(

1:10 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

12.30.08
Huwaw. I feel so loved. :)
Still, it feels like there's something missing
somewhere deep down in me.

A couple of random thoughts:
1. I miss the Philippines.
2. I want some ice cream.

Lately, I've been feeling so empty. I go online and no one's even on! :)) Weiiird. It's not that there's a difference in time.. I usually go online when it's around 1 or 4PM there in the Phil. pero wala halos online. The same old people. -_- Well.. I don't feel this way just because nobody's online! :)) There's also this eerie feeling before I go to sleep?! Parang.. Isang force na humihila sa akin to crave for my bed in Los Baños. :| Oh, well.

Oh. By the way, maglalagay muna ako ng dates in my posts. Di ko malagay dun sa mismong layout eh. :( HAHA. Improvised dates. Tapos.. Yung time na nakalagay dito is the time here kung kailan ko talaga sinulat, not the time there. Aryt? :)

Cgecge, have to go. Bye. :D

me, me and ME.

3:20 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (6)

12.27.08
And 'twas my birthday.
Disneyland was uber cool.
And.. I'm 16 now.
Bye.
Wonder if I should create an open letter too?!
HAHA. Whatever.
Night guys! :)

the end? nah.

12:07 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

12.26.08
This is so not working.
Try to be a little more mature.
Okay?
Ciao.
And all of you are wondering who i'm talking to, huh?
Well.. Try to guess.
Nah.. On the other hand, don't.
A complete waste of time. -_-
Right, ______?

Heyap!

1:11 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

12.24.08
Hey you guys! I'm back. Well.. Not really back. :P
I'm still kinda stuck in this really cool place.

Just dropped by to wish y'all over there a Merry Christmas!
It's still the 24th here.


I'd be blogging about stuff next time. :)
See you in 17 days! Haha.

Bye. :)

escapade

10:46 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

12.20.08
Dear readers(if there is indeed any),

Ana is going to go to a far far away land where she is not allowed to use the computer much. The latter part of the first sentence would lead to less blog entries. And the latter part of the second sentence would probably lead to smiling faces since they don't have to continue on reading nonsense entries.

Ana is not taking a blog leave, okay? She would just ask for your understanding, which she knows would transcend hers, for not posting much. When she comes back, she would be more than glad to share about her battles with fierce monsters and her never ending quest for a new phone in this blog.

Ana loves you all so much that she would try her best to go online as much as possible. Please do her a favor by not missing her too much since that would probably be not true anyway. Please bear in mind that she is coming back with goodies for a chosen few. If you would like to receive one, please let her know by leaving a message in her chatbox which she would not even dare look at since she does not have enough money for all of you.

Ana will stop typing now because if she continues to do so, this post would be filled with mushy thoughts and cheesy goodbyes. So since she loves you all so much, she'd just shut up so you won't have to click the red X button in the upper-right corner of this screen.

Ana will say goodbye now.
Goodbye.


Don't cry, okay?
Smile with me.

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happiness[dot]com

6:35 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)


12.18.08


What makes you happy?

This question popped into my head while sitting in a bus full of grumpy people. They were running out of patience kasi we have been waiting for at least 10 minutes in the nth bus stop already.

Well.. Here's my happy list. Inspired by those seatmates and the conductor from whom these lines are taken:

Passenger1: Ang tagal naman!
Passenger2: Oo nga eh.
P1: Malalate na ko sa pupuntahan ko
...
P1: (Sinigawan yung conductor) Matagal pa ba?
Conductor: Eto na ho..
(Sabay alis ng bus sa bus stop.)

*Habang nagbibigay ng ticket*

P1: Ba't ba ang tagal niyo magpuno? Di niyo ba naiisip na nakakasira kayo ng schedule?
Conductor: (Nakangiti) Ay. Ehh.. Wala pa kasing masyadong laman. Sayang ang byahe.
P1: yada-yada-yada
HAPPY LIST: The things that make me happy the most. Random.
1. Free meals!
2. Hugs
3. Recieving text messages (PMs)
4. Sleeping for at least 7 hours
5. A hot steamy shower at the end of the day
6. Changing into rubber slippers after wearing rubber shoes
7. No school days
8. Long quiet times / Long talks with God
9. Rain on my face
10. Star gazing
11. Eating lugaw/sopas or drining hot chocolate while listening to the rain
12. Seeing someone smile
13. Being prayed for
14. Sincere compliments
15. Watching the sunrise and/or sunset
16. Eating
17. Solving a math problem - and actually solving it!
18. Snuggling under a newly washed blanket with the aircon in full-blast
19. Recieving unexpected phone calls
20. Answered prayers
21. Listening to soothing tunes - while reminiscing!
..and the list would go on.

Actually, ngayon ko lang narealize na walang kinalaman yung naging conversation ng pasahero at kundoktor sa shinare ko. HAHA.

Sorry naman? Please don't hurt me.

And going back.. What makes you happy? :)

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wala T-T

12:43 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

12.17.08
May napansin ako.
Hindi ko alam kung ba't ngayon ko lang siya napansin.
Walang dates yung posts ko.
Tatry ko ibalik mamaya.


Counting my days off..

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stalker

1:35 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Nagcracrazeh kart ako.
1.27AM na.
Mamaya-maya na ng 8.30AM exam ko.
Dalawa yun na magkasunod na math.
Di pa ko nagrerebyu ng ayos.
Wala pa kong ginagawang matino.
Hindi ako handa sa mangyayare.
Sa mga possibleng mangyare.

---

Di ko alam kung ano mangyayare sa akin.
Duh, syempre lam mo - babagsak ka.
Aba. Malay ko. Malay mo.
Tanggapin mo na, loser ka.
Hindi kaya. Kung..
Puro ka kung.. Wala ka namang ginawa.
Kontrabida ka ah? Ano bang problema mo?
Ikaw! IKAW! I-K-A-W! Di ka kasi nagtitino. Kung nu nu ginagawa mo sa buhay mo.
Aba. Sino ka ba?
Tss..
Sino ka?
...
SINOOO?

"Stalker ko sarili ko."

Me VS ME
1000PHP
Venue: Bahay ni Lola Basyang

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newie

1:07 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

I am nearly off to elbi.
But hey, check my kinda new layout out.
HAHA.

Asked a bunch of people to
take a look at it and
they said that it was:

"Too dark."
"Weird."
"Emo-ish."
"Too ordinary."
"Simple."
"May comments na?"

Well..
What do YOU think? :)

..and yeah, may comments na. HAHA.

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crazeh world

5:09 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

The dictionary's a piece of crap.
Me and my friends tried to know what happiness meant by looking it up in the dictionary. Soon, we discover ourselves tangled up in lots of different words. If you would try to look it up for yourself, here's what you'd find.

THE QUEST FOR HAPPINESS

What is happiness?

Happiness - a state of well-being and contentment

But what is contentment?

Contentment - the neuro-physiological experience of satisfaction and being at ease in one's situation

But what is satisfaction?

 Satisfaction - the fulfillment or gratification of a desire, need, or appetite.

But what is gratification?

Gratification - the act of giving pleasure or satisfaction

But what is pleasure?

And it would go on and on and on.. Sooner than you can say pneumonoultramicroscopicsilicovolcanoconiosis (which is the longest word yet), you'd find yourself in a cycle of words, repeating themselves - weirdly making sense. HAHA.

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Lately, I found myself doubting. Doubting in the sense na I can't do stuff the way the world/society expects me to do so. There are lotsa examples of this certain instance. Imma give you just one.

At one point in time, we had a quiz. And.. I think I flunked it.
Should study harder.
How could I?

Hindi.. Kaya ko 'to. Dba Lord? :)

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happy happy happy

9:59 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

Wooh. Hindi ko alam kung ba't pa ko nagawa nito, eh nagreet naman na kita.. Pero nonetheless. :D

Happy Birthday Ate Laarni Tellano!

Dear Ate Lala,

Erm.. Wala akong masabi. :)) So I guess this would be reaaally short. Hehe. Um. Wherever you are right now, hope yer alright. Hope your birthday over there was a blast! Haha. Wish you celebrated here nga lang. Hehe.

I think this is the third open letter imma write for you dito sa blog ko. Weird, right? How I say the same things over and over again. But here's something new. :) Aside from the usual "I won't forget those moments with you" mushy stuff or "I thank God that you became a part of my life" chever, I wanna say something new. :D Wee. Hulaan mo kung anuuu.. HAHA. Hmm.. Wala lang. Namiss lang kita. ^^,

Uh. As I end this "open letter", I would like to repeat my Christmas wish for ya. :)) Sana makita mo ang cute na pagmumuka ko before this year ends. Wooh. Pero ayos lang kung hindi. Maiinitindihan ko naman na mas madaming mas cute sa akin dyan eh. (Kahit na impossible. Weh? xD) At na.. Pinagpalit mo na ko sa kanila. HAHA. (Feeler? Lol.) Anyway, ingat po kayo. And I hope that God would do great things in and through you. God loves you! :)

CuteCuteCute,
Ana

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wee

10:58 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

18 days till my birthday.
Make me happy.

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15 things

2:36 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (1)

HAHAHA.
Tama si Bux.
Emo-ish nga ang mga posts ko.
Sorry naman? ^^,

Since this is my 150th post, naisipan kong magshare ng 15 weird things about me.
May angal ba?
Wala?
Good.

1. I live somewhere in Muntinlupa - Pleasant Village. Most of the people I've met doesn't know that such a village exists.

2. I am fifteen years old. I don't look like one.

3. I love God. :)

4. I don't wear skirts. Shorts will do. Simplicity makes me happy.

5. I am not rich. Seriously.

6. I have a hidden hobby(that's not going to be hidden anymore) and that is collecting tokens from different amusement centers.

7. I have had rabbits, fishes, dogs, cats and hamsters as pets. I think I want a turtle right now.

8. I have mastered the art of sneezing just the way my brother does it.

9. I love math although I have once despised graphing and memorizing identities.

10. I once hated bloggers. No one in specific - just the thought of them sharing too much about themselves. Exactly what I've been doing for the past few months. I don't hate myself though.

11. I like to associate numbers with people. For example, the number 21 - Ichi, Janice, Sher and Patty. Ichi, happy day; Janice, birthday; Sher, happy day and Patty, happy day.

12. I am currently eating pizza with lotsa ketchup. I love ketchup. It makes me fat.

13. I don't believe people who tell me that they don't regret things they did way back when they were outta their minds. Because I do. No kidding.

14. I am currently addicted to Mrs. Fields. Just can't get enough.

15. I am true to my word - when I say something, believe me cause I mean it.

And now.. I am happy this post is nearly over. Aren't you? :]

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tagged :)

11:28 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

My Six What?

Tagged by Locs and Bux :)

1. Link to the person who tagged you.
2. Mention the rules.
3. Tell six quirky yet boring details about yourself.
4. Tag six other bloggers by linking to them.
5. Go to each person's blog and leave a comment that lets them know they've been tagged.

1. I love green but none of my things are and I only have two green shirts.

2. I still keep everything I got from my orientation in La Salle. Plus a copy of my schedule. ^^,

3. People usually think I know how to do things. I don't.

4. Every since I studied here in elbi, I wanted to stay here all the time. I go home to get my allowance and to see my Mom and Lola. I've never been a fan of noisy jeepneys and pollution.

5. I have hundreds of accounts over the net. I don't remember most of 'em.

6. I wanna be a teacher but I can't imagine myself wearing a uniform for teachers.

Since they tagged my HS friends, imma tag other peeps na lang.

Tagging Addy, Bern, Giz, Kateriina, Rok and Ruth

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farther now

11:33 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Have you ever felt like a failure? Like.. You know your capabilities. Hindi mo lang ginagalingan. Pero ikaw sa sarili mo, gusto mo mag-excel. Parang.. Gusto mong patunayan kung anong kaya mo pero tinatamad ka lang.

Minsan naman.. Ginawa mo na yung makakaya mo - yung best mo pero hindi mo pa rin naaabot yung expectations ng iba. Now that's kinda deadly. Kasi for some people, kahit na nagawa na nila yung best nila, sinasabi pa rin nila sa iba (para di mapahiya) na wala pa yun sa kalingkingan ng kaya nilang gawin. Tipong.. Hindi maamin sa sarili na hanggang dun lang sila.

Sometimes we lie, not knowing that we humans have the tendency to cover up for the first lie. Soon we find ourselves caught in a web of lies which may be hard to break.

Weird, right?
Napakarandom ng post ko.
Pero parang may connection.
Parang lang.

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poknatan sa elbi

12:08 AM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Watched Poknatan '08 kanina. Nakakatawa yung iba, yung iba parang gusto mo nang batuhin ng kamatis. Ngayon naiintindihan ko na kung bakit binabato ng audience noon yung nagsasalita ng kamatis kapag boring. Ganun na ganun kasi pakiramdam ko nung nagpresent yung org na Pondo para sa street children. I mean.. What a bore. Boring talaga. As in. -_-

May mga astig naman. Haha. Sino kayang nanalo? Di ko kasi tinapos eh. May panira sa gabi - panira sa araw ko. Okay na sana eh. Oh well. :)


I'm trying to smile.
Smile with me.

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elbi pay

3:20 PM / Posted by ana Ü / comments (0)

Nanuod kami kahapon ng Elbi Pie. It was.. weird. -_-

Gay stuff. Theme? Love.

Pero may tanong na naiwang nakalutang sa ere habang palabas ako ng D.L. Umali.

Ano ba ang kailangang ialay sa isang taong mahal mo?
Nung last part kasi.. May tatlong nagmonologue;

Yung isa, inalay yung katawan niya.
Yung pangalawa, inalay yung puso niya.
Yung pangatlo, inalay yung talino.

Isang mahalay, isang tanga at isang blackmailer. Ewan ko. Lahat sila, hindi nakuha yung minamahal nila. Napaisip tuloy ako. Ano ba talaga ang kailangan mong ibigay para mapasa-iyo yung mahal mo? Para.. Mahalin ka din nila.

Hindi nabibili ang pagmamahal.
Hindi napupulot ang pagmamahal.
Kaya kung may nagmamahal sa'yo at mahal mo din - alagaan mo yun. Malimit lang dumating sa buhay ng isang tao ang pagkakataong mag-alaga ng iba at maalagaan. Yung tipong.. mutual? Yun. ..or so i think.

I'm no expert. I'm no genius. Nobody knows how to do it the right way.
So.. I dunno.
Just freakin' take care of 'em.

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