uber far from zenith

Waew. Ang bilis! Parang kailan lang kakasimula lang ng taon at tuwang tuwa ako maging 2nd yr. :o Ngayon, December na?! How time flies. Next thing you know, pasukan na uli ng June next year! Hahaha.

I was having one of those moments last night. Alam niyo yun, yung nakaupo-at-nakatitig-sa-kawalan kinda moment? Antok na ako nun pero parang ayaw ko matulog. Naisip ko kasi na baka hindi na ako magising. Alam niyo yung ganung feeling? Nakakatakot na nakakalungkot.

There and then narealize ko na unconsciously we take those kinds of things for granted. Tipong, we sleep tapos hindi natin iniisip kung magigising tayo kinabukasan. Kasi somehow, behind our minds we assume na buhay pa tayo the next day. But what if hindi na?

What did we leave behind? Was it something good? Worth it ba yung buhay natin? O nasayang lang yung oxygen na ginastos sa atin ng mga halaman? Mmm.. Do you think I'm exaggerating on this? I don't think so.

Anyway, super bothered nga ako pero eventually nakatulog din. At obviously, buhay pa ako. Kasi nagbloblog ako ngayon. :D

So ngayon lang ulit ako nakapagbukas. Grabe. I've been feeling so gulay for my first few days. Parang hindi sanay yung katawan ko sa lakad lakad at upo-kinig routine. To top that all off, I haven't eaten meat for more than a week now.

May class na ako ng 10AM. Haha. Ciao! ^^,

Dear Ivan,

Wow. Bilis ng panahon 'di ba? Parang kailan lang kagagawa ko lang ng open letter for you. Grabe, super fast paced world na ang ating kinalalagyan. Next thing you know hologram na ang panggreet ko sa'yo! Haha.

I just wanna say na super miss ko na ang ating moments. I really regret the fact na hindi ako nakasama sa labas niyo. I guess it also bugs me na hindi na ko nakakapunta sa mga labas ng mga MunSci people. Ohwell. I have no one else to blame but myself. *sniffs*

I hope that you're happy wherever you might be and whoever you're with. I hope you'd find ways to make yourself happy when you're feeling down. I hope you'd always have the very best of friends who would stay by your side. I also hope that you'd spend your time and money wisely. Mahirap na buhay ngayon! Haha. And lastly, I hope you'd still find the time out of your very busy schedule to pray and thank and ask God his plans for you. :) Oh, and not only that! I pray that you'd also read the bible for you to know his answers to your prayers.

I'm not trying to say anything much. I just want you to know that He's going to be everyhing you need. Haha. And right now, from what I see, I think your doing just fine. Take care! (Not only of yourself, but also of the people you keep really near to your heart.)

Goodluck sa studies! And I hope to see you soon. ;)

Haha, happy birthday kapatid! Love love love. ♥

ANATOTITUTITUTUTUT

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Now, I wonder what happened to UP.

And come to think of it, pasukan na next week! :o

I was so scared.

Mark my words. --

I am never going back to SM Megamall no matter what.

Never.

I'd like to give Merryl a super thank you for never leaving my side until my Dad and brother found us in a hospital near SM Mega.

Yuzz, I was so scared.